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Get Out Alive

this song it how i feel right now.
it's not even my fault 99% of the time
*sigh*
this time dad will work it out with mom...


No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life

This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life

If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for

If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for:

If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go

Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside

MaesXRoy by Fluke?

Ok, i was on photobucket, just browsing. I wanted a new theme for my profile and thought the Roy and Hughes friendship thing would be a cool idea. I went into the search box and typed Maes and Roy and got TONS of yaoi. I swear to god i didn't intend on finding it (but i'm not saying i didn't enjoy it while it was there XD)! I decided to share them with you guys. I have no idea who drew these pictures but it wasn't me. I wish the origional artists the credit for their peices.

Cockroach!
[IMG]http://i159.photobucket.com/albums/t144/Mikuru-chan/1187788114485.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://i172.photobucket.com/albums/w28/goth-lover777/normal_roy__hughs_3.jpg[/IMG]

this one's one of my favorites ^^
[IMG]http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j145/Yoshitsumi/FMA/yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/MaesRoy.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/roy_picnic.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/roy_fish.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/665534.jpg[/IMG]

helloooo?
[img]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/665878.jpg[/img]

last one! and it seems ed has joined roy and hughes!! XDDD
[IMG]http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q38/Unaru_Okami/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/15649346.jpg[/IMG]

aaaaand,
some silly icons! xP
[IMG]http://th182.photobucket.com/albums/x72/Sasuke_bastard/th_Funny_FMA_Avatar2_by_RoyMustangLove.gif[/IMG]
[IMG]http://th47.photobucket.com/albums/f180/hagane822/Fullmetal_Alchemist/th_8be4dd4d.gif[/IMG]

zomg!! don't shoot me! XDDDD

MaesXRoy bt Fluke?

Ok, i was on photobucket, just browsing. I wanted a new theme for my profile and thought the Roy and Hughes friendship thing would be a cool idea. I went into the search box and typed Maes and Roy and got TONS of yaoi. I swear to god i didn't intend on finding it (but i'm not saying i didn't enjoy it while it was there XD)! I decided to share them with you guys. I have no idea who drew these pictures but it wasn't me. I wish the origional artists the credit for their peices.

Cockroach!
[img]http://i159.photobucket.com/albums/t144/Mikuru-chan/1187788114485.jpg[/img]

[img]http://i172.photobucket.com/albums/w28/goth-lover777/normal_roy__hughs_3.jpg[/img]

this one's one of my favorites ^^
[img]http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j145/Yoshitsumi/FMA/yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/MaesRoy.jpg/img]

[img]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/roy_picnic.jpg[/img]

[img]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/roy_fish.jpg[/img]

[img]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/665534.jpg[/img]

helloooo?
[img]http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f218/Teh_Spiff/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/Yaoi/Hughes%20x%20Roy/665878.jpg[/img]

last one! and it seems ed has joined roy and hughes!! XDDD
[img]http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q38/Unaru_Okami/Fullmetal%20Alchemist/15649346.jpg[/img]

aaaaand,
some silly icons! xP
[img]http://th182.photobucket.com/albums/x72/Sasuke_bastard/th_Funny_FMA_Avatar2_by_RoyMustangLove.gif[/img]
[img]http://th47.photobucket.com/albums/f180/hagane822/Fullmetal_Alchemist/th_8be4dd4d.gif[/img]

zomg!! don't shoot me! XDDDD

Fishin' in the Crawfish Hole, Baby!

today in chorus keith say the major part for a sonf from the movie holes (forgot the song name)
he sounded SPECTACUALR!!!
i told him i would not settle for a high-five but i wanted a hug and then i told him i was going to rape him cause he sounded so awsome!
XDDD
walking down the hall, stef and i figured out that 'i'm going to rape you' is a major compliment coming out of my mouth because i hardly ever say it
XDDDDD
oh dear!
but today was great!
there was not much wrong with it at all!
*happy sigh*
oh yea!
the song keith sang reminded me of this one!
so here ya go!

dream?

today i'm slightly annoyed...
well, "slightly" may be an understatement
but i'm feeling better now.
hmmm...
well,
what to talk about?
i had a very strange dream last night.
it started out that i was walking through the woods in the moonlight.
it was so peaceful and warm.
i walked through the field up the dirt road cutting through it into a cemetary.
i was looking at the graves then everything went black.
when i woke up i was in an unfimiliar building.
it was sunrise.
there were two men there and they were torturing me
for some information they needed
they stuck me with needles and broke my leg and fingers and beat me with a metal pole
the day's past the same way; i was getting beaten and starved and i was their little experiment.
one day they were beating me pretty badly.
i was tied and my feet didn't touch the ground and there was not much i could do.
i was hit hard in the head with the metal pole and blacked out.
instantly, i was thrown into a dream in my unconcience state.
i was walking with my dog molly down a dirt road with a wooden fence running down the side of it, blocking off a pasture
the fields were a perfect green.
we reached a small cottage where an old lady sat on the porch.
she gave me a warm welcome and we talked a little.
she was telling me about her husband.
how he was mean and agressive sometimes.
then i realized molly had went into the back yard.
i went to go get her and saw a picknic table with a bottle of coke and cheese-its on it.
i looked around and took a quick sip from the coke and a few cheeze-its.
suddenly the old lady's husband came flying out the back door with a knife.
he stabbed my dog to death before my eyes.
the old lady came running around the corner of the house
just as she did her husband stabbed me to death.
i jerked back into concienceness, realizing the two men torturing me had stabbed me.
they laughed at me as i tried to keep the rest of my blood from spilling onto the floor.
suddenly they both started beating me with metal poles, their friends throwing knives at me.
my vision went red as the blood seeped into my eyes.
i felt my body go limp.
the point of view changed and i could see the men laughing and beating at my lifeless body.
"she's dead!" one of them cheered.
then everything went white.
i could feel my heart racing,
i could hear it beating.
i was falling.
i fell and fell and fell
just when i was about to his the golden floor i woke up.
isn't that weird?