So if you know me at all, you know that I'm pretty good at relational stuff. I'm not perfect, but I tend to give good advice.
So what happens when your life is tornado-spinning out of control? This stuff makes exams look easy.
I am having problems with certain friendships. I am having problems with myself and the ugly truth that in my core I am more selfish than I ever would like to admit. I try to hide my true selfish desires and sacrifice what I want for what is best, but lately I haven't been able to deny that part of myself. It's a cancer fatal to my soul and there's nothing I can do about it.
I'm tired and lonely and confused. I'm angry at myself.
I can't help but hurt people I love. I don't want to, I never want to, but it happens. I'm sick of it!