My brother's birthday is tomorrow. So I have been working on this drawing for about an hour so far and it is coming along great.
Although I am starting to lose interest, but my brother, we go back a long way.
Always together. We were very close ^-^ Makes me happy thinking of the time from a long time ago, how we would always play with each other, making fun jokes, and teasing others. What I loved the most about my brother is that he is funny. His jokes, how he imitates others and just his personality made me so happy that I am really glad to even had him for a brother.
But now, as we grow older. It isn't the same as it use to be. There are some times when he would just turn on the light in the middle of the night; in my room when I am still sleeping and just work out or tell me stories and new ideas for Hannah Manga Series (something that I haven't worked on for a long time now heh)Haha, it was weird and rude of him to just burst on in, turn on the light and interrupt my sleep, but you know what, I got happy. No matter how tired I was, I always enjoyed his company. Altho I still ask "What are you doing here?"
heh, i really love my brother.
Ah, now he's drifting away. Growing older, changing; we hardly hang out with eachother now. And it makes me mad to see him hanging out with our cousins more than me. I know, I sound jealous, but 'my brother, don't you want to hang out with me anymore?' I'm kind of scared that once we grow even more older and him getting married, he won't have any time left for his older sister.

I feel like I got left behind as everyone moved on. I still hold onto something..

But because my brother was there with me when I was younger, it made him a very precious person to me.
I will get this drawing done. For him.

he's very timid and has a very low interests in girls, but I may be wrong, I think he may like a girl and I find that to be very shocking. Who would ever thought. I mean it, very shocking. And very shocking to watch him grow into something I could never image him doing. heh

We're going to New Saigon for his birthday tomorrow. An expensive and traditional place to go to celebrates one's birthday in the family . Or so it may seems. I'm the only one among the siblings that didn't get to go to New Saigon for her birthday. The only that didn't get to have a family dinner celebrate her birthday.
I got presents, yea that was nice, but what I really wanted the most was that family dinner and I never got it. Sometimes when I think back, it still makes me sad and angry, because other incidents happened on that day. I hate my birthday
What's even worst than my birthday is my little sister forgetting who I am.
I'm sorry, I'm making everyone depress...