GGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSOMEBODYJUSTKILLMENOWI
WANTTOREAKINGDIEALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Phew* Well, now that that's out of the way, I can tell you why I want to die XD
We have just started this really weird crap in Algebra 1 that I don't get at all. This year I have been doing wonderfully in math, understanding all the stuff the day we get it, if not immediatly. However, for some reason, I just cannot grasp the MOTHER FREAKING concept of this HIDIOUS CRAPMUFFIN!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrr.................................
I have just sat staring at one problem for the last 20 minutes, reading the instructions, attempting to apply them, then getting AN ANSWER THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE QUESTION@!!!!! So I ended up just BSing it so that I would get the "participation" grade or whatever it's called. Hm...Maybe it's a "completion" grade, because participation is for in class...
BUT ANYWAY....I hate math. I used to like math, but now I hate it. This is going to be the semester where I drop my straight A's in math...(for the year, I'm not that big of a nerd)
Anyway, please nominate somebody to shoot me. If nobody responds quickly enough, I'll do it myself XDD
I'll have to go to tutoring next week and actually get tutored, not tutor the other peeps that go there like I'm supposed to =D.
I used to feel so smart!
Also, I'm mad because I have three B's on my midterm. I know how I got two of them, and I feel reeeeaaaaaaallly dumb because of it, but how the heck did I get a B (+) in computer? I did all the projects, turned them in on time (as far as I know) and I only missed one day (yesterday) of his class. Ah, well. Looks like I'll be doing computer work in pride period again DX
Okay, now that everybody thinks that I'm a whiny biscuit, I'll say that I'm happy because I got a piece of an apple pie/bread/cake thingie!!! It's soooooooooo yummy!!! =DDDD
I'm so freaking depressed right now...I was curious about Fai's past, so I looked it up and started reading it on onemanga, and it's so sad! I want to rant about it, so the spoiler is actually a spoiler, so...BEWARE! lol
So it ends up that Fai is actually Yuui, and Fai is his twin brother. Where they were born twins were supposedly evil and bad luck or something like that, so everybody hated them and blamed them for their misfortune, like famine and stuff. Their father dies, mother commits suicide because of the twins she bore, and Yuui and Fai are forced to choose one of them to die, which they chose neither, because they loved each other. So the emperor threw them in a tower thing where no magic could work (because the twins had such great magic that when together they were better than the emperor) and put the real Fai at the top of it, and Yuui in the bottom were they threw all the dead bodies of criminals and bad people like that.
The emporor went insane and started killing everybody and throwing them in that pit, and when everybody was dead he threw himself into the pit, and after blaming everything on Yuui and Fai, stabbed himself and died. Yuui went crazy, screaming and yelling, and Fai yelled for his brother, wanting him to be alright. Yuui started wondering that even if they could escape if that everywhere they went it would be the same, people dying, all because they were born.
Fai knows that Yuui is tormented and thinks that if he had died way back when, his brother would never have had to go through that, think like that.
Then somebody shows up to him and says they can be freed, but only one. Fai chooses to let Yuui go free, because he loves his brother. Then Fai falls out of the tower and splats onto the pile of dead bodies, and the weird dude talks to Yuui.
That's as far as I've gotten so far, but I'll probably come back and edit this post when I've finished reading his past. WAAAHHHH! I WANNA CRY!!!!
