Never said I cared
Never said I lied
Never said I wanted you
Until the very end -
I never said I whined
I never really cared
I never said the whole story
I never wanted to say 'I love you' for a very long time
Never ending talking
Never ending babbling
Never rendering bendering
Never ending bending time
Bending, Changing, Rewriting
The whole story of my life.
I never said I wanted you.
I never said I cared.
I never said I understood things.
Never said I didn't.
Never said I missed you.
Never said I was blind.
Only said things you wanted to hear.
That was my biggest lie.
Its not a lie but the truth,
Just saying stuff so you,
Could understand.
So now I finally say.
The only one thing you should hear.
My long time.
One more line, and I will reveal, my whole story line.
Love life. Believe in life. And head on torwds life. Do what you want.
Oh one more thing, or two by me.
I have more to say than what you see.
Maybe three.
I have always wanted to cry.
Inside my heart dries with tears.
So one more question by me.
What do you see?
I have more to say than all of this.
So keep that in your mind,
Or maybe all of it I'm just talking to myself.
All of it.
For who knows.