hi

I broke a girls heart today and won another ones

Tears

Like the blood that runs it all just fell sense or not or not it is always senseless do we exist can you prove we do exist or are we stuck in a dream

I wasn't there

Look i wasn't there the day of your death writing it won't make it better but it would make me feel better just to let someone else know that i did care about you even now that you're dead my life hasn't changed even though i mourn for the the death you brought us forth i will try to live the way i was before this happened even though I've been thinking of ending my life as well even though you died in an accident i would die by suicide anytime soon just to make me escape from this pain that i have to carry the stress and the decisions i am supposed to make i can't take it i really can't so i may fade away forever don't remember me anymore don't cry for me don't miss me don't feel sorry for me in fact you should hate me despise me and reject me from your life

Death

Death is as close as ever to me as i have nowhere to run not even here because a post online was never of my nature. The point is that I'm lost and need to find myself but maybe i thought someone could help me.