Sorry about my last post. Things have just been... Really REALLY stressful. I talked to someone named Connor, who's training to be a psychiatrist and she ended up calling my mum and then working out a plan and stuff BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GOING INSANE!!! MY MUM HID ALL THE SCISSORS AND KNIVES SO I CAN'T HURT MYSELF BUT IT'S JUST HURTING ME MORE. Please help me urgh!
But, seriously, though. I can't... I can't do it without cutting, ya know? I feel like I'm going insane. Like, I've been talking to myself even more than usual and it usually takes mum a long time to talk to me. Like, I could be in my room and my mum might wanna talk to me so she keeps calling out but I don't hear her for a long time. Then when she does get my attention I'm there in a flash.
*sigh* Mum says she doesn't want me to give me medication but will if I need it... I think I need it...
Oh well. I'm not dead yet.