Nothing much has happened lately. But It turns out that I turned my ex bf gay or he was either using me to hide his gay image. Idk. Also now my friend thinks I'm satanic because I carry the death note with me. She doesn't even know its an anime. She is so stupid. She won't except me for who I am and she needs to get over herself. It pisses me off. I think that being to nice never gets me anywhere. People tell me to smile and to be happy. I try but all it ever does is bring me heartach. My friend doesn't understand me. She will never understand me. And yet she's been through pain too. I don't get it.
Also in other news...my cosins wife went to jail from stealing money from the city. Yet another idiot. What's worse is she has kids too. Three adorable kids. Why did she do that? Now her kids will have to live with my crazy cousin. He's mean too. I feel sorry for them not having a mom to help them.
Man what a screwed up life. But hey I don't have it that bad. These are just little problems anyway right?
~Oto
