OMG.. I just looked out of the window and my neighbors have chickens. Live chickens. wtf.
As you can tell, I'm dying. Anyway I changed the way my world looks sort of. No more ladybugs for Noble. I don't like this one that much though so I might change it again sometime soon. or not. How does it look?
So.. I've kind of been feeling mopey *Mentally stabs self to death* T__T My music isn't helping me, how could it do this to me? After all we've been through? D;
I locked myself in my room with a carton of ice cream and a Go Diego Go baby spoon.. It's actually pretty fun to eat off of, lmfao. The carton was full of ice cream but now it's almost half gone.. D: I'm going to be fat, huhuh. *keeps eating ice cream* I can't help it though, I like ice cream. Yummm.. OMG I've eaten about 8oo calories of ice cream DX I'm going to stop now. But now I don't have anything to do.. and the icecream is right there.. waiting for me to eat it.. So tempting.. >_< I give up. It's my ice cream anyway.
I have a huge stomach ache *Dies* I hate you ice cream. I feel like I can't do anything right today. Maybe I'll go write semi-depressing poems. 
.............
There's a thorn in my side, a chip on my shoulder,
A lump in my throat, that's the size of a boulder.
There's a chill up my spine, and it can't get any colder,
And you wonder why I act so much older?
There's a knot in my gut, and an ape on my back.
In the heat of the moment, I'm knocked off of track.
You always drop the ball, and I end up picking up the blame,
And you ask me why I'm so ashamed?
Twisting and turning while losing all sense of yearning,
Sleep is a nightmare that keeps me churning,
Living and learning, the pressure is forever burning.
I say it's green and then you tell me it's red,
Keep your thoughts and ideas
Locked inside of your head.
We've got someone, who can think for you instead.
I find myself speaking from within,
I can't live my life walking on eggshells,
To stay on your good side.
Using your words,
you're controlling my life.
.............
Tell me the reasons why..
Still I don't understand.
Will I ever feel this again?
A day like today,
My whole world has been changed.
Nothing that you say will help ease my pain.
Life's a circle and it spins me around.
A broken record, always making the same sound.
Time and time I get my hopes up,
Just to find I only get let down.
Like a season that refuses to change,
A stubborn winter growing colder everyday.
Give me something that can warm me up again,
I swear I'll let it in.
