DISTURBING/EXPLICIT POST, YOU WERE WARNED. NOT MY FAULT IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED OR IF YOU'RE SCARRED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE CENSORING EITHER

Listening to the Pain of Love by Tokio Hotel, pretty good song. I think it's my favorite from their more recent stuff. So I went to the party yesterday..damm. As soon as I was in there, I knew something was fucked up. lmfao. Like when I went in some guy was like.. Shit, we got a whole house full of fags, alcohol, and the whole night to party.
So I stayed there, met up with a bud, and then this music comes up, loud as hell over speakers. It's a song called It's Ok to be Gay. The song is stuck in my fucking head since yesterday DX It would have been nice if my friend told me it was going to be a gay party or something. Not that it would have stopped me from going, I was just sooooo unprepared for it. I could have worn my cowboy get-up. j/k I tried not drinking, but then again, what do I got to lose? I swear that everything at the party had some gayness in it, even the show on tv was Family Guy, the episode where Peter gets a gay shot and turns gay. I don't know what to think. The party was fun and all even if I probably did some fucked up shit, but since this morning when I woke up I've been pretty fucking pissed and feeling like crap. I've been snapping at people all day, even to my parents and it sucks because my dad was just goofing around and... I don't know, I've just been a horrible guy lately. I might skip out on school tomorrow if I still feel like this. I think I would peeve off a load of people. I'll probably peeve off people here too. Sooo... for the first time ever, if you don't want me bitching at you, DON'T COMMENT. So I think I'm going to be up all night... can't sleep, too mad at myself