So basically me and my boyfriend broke up, surprisingly I am not crying my eyes out. Reason? Well we agreed to still be friends and I guess I kinda saw this all coming, I'm cool with it. I'd rather be with someone who has feeling for me than someone who doesn't. Anyways he's an awesome guy and I would probably hate my life a little more than I do sometimes if we broke up on bad terms.
I just really hope things don't become awkward between us, cause that would really suck. He's been my best friend since like forever (okay not really since like fifth grade) and I don't really want things to get awkward all because we kissed each other.
Anyways away for that stuff, I will wallow in my loneliness alone. (makes sense right?)
At least now my mom will finally be happy (bitch finally got what she wanted...) That's not really a good thing, but at least I won't have to lie to her about whether or not I like him and blah blah blah so many things.
On an actual bright side, youtube videos are like drugs. Siriusly, have you ever spent over an hour on youtube and just wished you could never leave? I honestly don't know why I don't watch it more.
(other than school cause that's always getting in the way)
Anyways there's a little update
PD out!
