Life

So today was Grandparent's day. In honor of such I would like to give my grandparents a badge. And on this badge in big bold letters will be "EPIC FAIL"
Cause they suck. Grandpa B hasn't spoken to us since we moved (over 6 months ago)
he failed to even wish a a merry x-mas let alone send a bloody card and you can just forget him even remembering birthdays. (of course for his girlfriend and her family he remembers everything including likes and dislikes)
As for the other set. *shakes head* For gods sake there are calenders for a damn reason. I mean, yes I was hurt when they forgot my birthday (and have yet to remember it) But to call dad the day ofmy birthday just chat and still not realize what day it is?! Come on already!
Poor Nacht, they forgot his b-day last year and I'm betting they'll forget it again this year.

*Ahem* Sorry about that. I hate grandparents day and when I read online it was today I just got really pissed off.

So onto next item.

There's a strong chance I have to back to high school for another year.
*sobs*
I thought I was done with all that!!
*takes a deep breath* Okay its not my fault (though it feel like its all my fault!)

You see all though Junior high and high school I was really really sick. So much so that I couldn't ever study and when I could study I forgot everything very quickly. Therefore I am major behind in math (and a few other subjects)
Provided all the paperwork is in order I'll be doing an online public *shudders* school. Interesting. I have not been to a public school since...........well 1st grade was my last year in public school. I was home schooled 2nd on. Which rocked by the way. In Junior high and High school we started SOS, i.e. computer program that grades everything automatically. Mom didn't really have to help us with anything. It was great.
I could log onto MSN messenger and talk to a friend in Sri Lanka while reading my History text XD

So now I must do this Public school thing. And I'm scared shitless. I mean if I failed anything in school with SOS (failing meant anything less a 98 percent) I could easily get into the teachers cd and simply overwrite the lesson/quiz/test.
Well I could until mom found out what I was doing. I got a long talk on how a 95 percent is still passing. And none of my arguments worked. Damn it.

So public school-y thing I must do.
I probably wouldn't feel so bad about but Nacht has to do it too because he's behind in math also. And that I feel is my fault cause Mom and Dad were so busy
taking me all over the damn state to figure out what the hell was wrong with me that his school work was rather forgotten.
Plus Jackass (i.e my ex old brother) caused a shitload of trouble at home. I'm still pissed off as anything at him for all that and mad at mom and dad for not kicking his ass to the street. Its where the SOB belonged.

*takes deep breath again*
I am calm. I am perfectly calm.

On a happier note, I GOT NEW BOOKS!!!!!!!
The library was having a booksale yesterday and Nacht and I got some AWESOME new books! The only problem is my bookshelves are packed. I might have to put these on the floor *gasp* I can't do that to the poor books!!! Esp not the Cat Who books! Or the new awesome UFO books! Or the Clive Cussler book. Or............

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