Almost Birthday

Guess who's birthday is tomorrow? lol. Mine. Too bad my bro has a Dr.'s appointment. I hope, I get a cake. I had a bad experience on Mangabullet, I blogged on DAabout it. No need to that here too.

Just updating here. like I thought I should.
I would go on TheO chat more if I didn't feel so stressed lately. I keep getting irritable cuz Soul is upset and Soul gets upset Cause I am. Someday we will be back to normal: I know TS and anxiety attacks have a lot to do with it. I wish I could feel bored, to be honest cause I always feel anxious everyday abnormally. Oh well, Dr. Gonna see me soon. I don't wanna make all worry. But I said something suicidal this morning cuz I was upset when Chris stabbed some newspapers with a pen and scared me. I know, he didnt intentionally get annoyed he has a similar problem too. :( It wasn't I wanna die, I want the pain to go away, so I have feel like a alive again not just floating. One day I will. :3

No new art yet. I just am feeling uninspired and my hand feels sore atm. Have a great day all.

Thanks for listening. Have a cookie.

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