I'm not sure why I feel like I should update my world again but I figured what the hell?
Today was interesting because I went though a zillion moods. When I woke up I felt great since before I went to bed last night I listened to a great guided meditation and it helped me fall asleep fast! I kinda slacked on it for a few weeks and start picking it back up recently.
I was feeling great and till I had to eat a piece of bbq chicken this morning because there was nothing else to eat. As much as I love bbq chicken as soon as I took the wing apart I knew this vegetarian thing was here to stay. It some how felt wrong to eat it but at the end I had to force myself to eat it just to have something on my stomach. God it was good, damn good but it still didn't feel right. I had two wings but only ate one, just enough to hold me over so I can get some food that I can eat later.
When the afternoon arrived my mood totally tanked and I just felt hopeless haha. Pretty much everything was getting to me along with the rut I'm trying to get out of, so yeah this wasn't a great day to begin with. Once I went out and got some really great stuff for me to eat including some steamed shrimp and broccoli from the Chinese store, things gotten a bit better. I got some cereal, two chex mixes, and a big bag of trail mix for $13 you can't beat that!
My chest started to act up earlier after I ate the Chinese food the first time but the second time I felt no real difference. If this keeps up I might have to see a doctor just to make sure I'm okay. Just the simplest of foods seems to upset my body in some way.
Anyway, somehow after my nap my mood got from "meh" to jumping off the roof tops and completely light hearted. Not sure where this came from (I swear someone is mind controlling me) but I'm glad to not feel so STRESSED OUT. Everything felt like a ton on my body but I don't feel that pressure anymore. I'm hoping it sticks around so my next update won't be so horribly depressing like the ones before. :|
Anyway how's been life for you guys? Anything good, bad, or horribly depressing. Any memes you want me to do? (cough voice meme cough).
