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It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
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Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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Another update

(Points to title)

I figured that I post something since its been a while. Well nothing too interesting happened excecpt BS, so get your bread kiddies so I slap it on ya! 8D

The BS list (mmmmm I can smell it from here )

I stayed home all last week because I didn't have no transpass. Like I mentioned before school is two hours away and there no way in hell that I can get there with out a transpass ( AND have to pay a zone fare which is $1.50 coming and back, even though I pay a dollar because SOME bus drivers are cool like that :P).
Also I have my internship a NBC 10 which takes two buses to get there (with no zone fare thank god) so I couldn't go there too.

My dad was suppost to get me and my sister transpasses but kept leading us on till it was to late to get them (thanks pop)

He was also suppost to take me and my sis to church (which I hate but like to spend time with my dad and hoping to get the transpasses which he kept making excuses not able to get them). But when sunday moring came he said he woke up late so he's not coming (thus meaning no transpasses)... WTF... Late for fucking what? Church? We all was late last week and god didn't come down on his cloud to throw lighting at us and the people in the church sure didn't give a damn. STOP MAKING FUCKING EXCUSES!!!

And let me tell you my dad is like a damn star in that church, everyone loves him, and boy they don't know a thing about him! So when we went two weeks ago and everyone found out that we were (lets call my dad Mr.x) Mr.x kids they went nuts! Telling how much they wanted to see us and how Mr.x was this fucking godsend! I was happy that he found a church and all that but the shit he's doing to me and my sis isn't right by any ones standards...

In fact after calling him all weekend and telling him that me and my sis needs the traspasses this week he comes on sunday with fucking one... One... Damn dad your a epic fail of the worst kind. And he's assholerly isn't new he was always like this. Helps when HE wanted too but when we REALLY need he is either gone or do shit like this which pisses me off to the highest...>:|

He can give his whole life to the church (which was living room size in a apartment, no joke) but when your kids need you its like fuck the kids that I brought into the fucking world.

God has plently of churches to chose from to hear his damn followers, I don't think he minds you helping your family out... WHICH THE BIBLE SAYS TO DO!!! >:[

Sooooooo that one transpass and oh I forgot that he gave 5 dollars with it is the only reason that I'm at school this week.

And I have no clue whats going to happend next week ( my mom suck ass pay 300$ ( every two weeks) is gone which is the only income we have now, which makes things hella stressful)

And my dad don't give a shit... But what us to go to church... WTF again... But I'll make is it the best damn church day I would every have confussing how your beloved Mr.X is an ass hat behind close doors.

I have class know so I can go on how my life bites really hard right now. I have more pictures to post and I'm glad obama won.

Take care and have a good one

I'm an internnnnnn...

Hello and welcome! Yours Truly is here typing to you from NBC 10 building BSing on the computer!

Soooo as stated in past posts I have my computer back and its even faster then before! But the down side is that my media player always close down when I open it. Now I was real player for all my media needs... That's right, you win real player...

Besides that I've been drawing AND coloring! Has the world ended or something? I always too lazy to color jack! I sparked my love for coloring again when I colored a my KH self last week. I got lots of pictures to show and tell. I can't wait to get them up here.

I"m also getting used to my tablet, I want to ink in a picture with it soon and really start drawing some awesome pictures with it! My older sister loves it too, she just learning photoshop so this will help her too. I colored a picture with the tablet and with the help of Zambi's tut and I think it when okay. I just need a good background :P.

I need to color my halloween picture.

I shall post soon and try sign more guest books!

Take care!

me comp is backz!

My computer is back and everything is still on it still! (yay my yaois!)

But I have to go to my intership to NBC 10 today so my sis will have all the fun!

Talk to you guys later and congrats to contest winners!

Computer f*cked, need inpso, OMFG tablet

Kay folks its yours truly with another update in " too many problems channel news!" (echo echo)

SOooooo come to find out when we came back to get the computer back to see whats really worng with it that we found out that cpu on the mother broad is dead as well the power supply.... O___O WTF...

But my hard drive is OKAY so my files and shit should still be there. We even made a back up just in case.

But again since the computer gods probably hate me for all the bad computer karma I gather since I got the computer, my programs our gone! photosshop, after effects, dream weaver and whatever else is fliping gone. I could of ate a toddler and start speaking in touge when I heard that shit. I was cussing SO much. It wasn't pretty.

Even though I coughcoughpriratedcoughcough the programs it didn't make it any better. I have to install the bitches ALL OVER again...>{ I should still have the files that the programs was on in the hard drive so I'm praying to the computer gods that its there along with my other shit I Have in my hard drive.

I had so much shit! Programs, stock images, yaoi (har har), free games, and music...

Then they had the nerve to try to sell us a out of the box computer thats been gathering dust for three months! that runs slower and don't have that much memory!

I was ready to kill... seriously...

But I told my mom I wanted to wait and check out some other options before I get another crack head computer made from compac... Should but comcrap!

So come to find out my mom payed to get a year warrenty a week before when we try to get help on the phone for it and the company would fix our shit for about 200 bucks and we should have it in about one or two weeks. So we went with that. F you circet city or how ever you spell it...

AND OMFG ABUSING CAPS LOCK AND I GOT A FREAK'N TABLET!

I just got it yeterday when we came to get the computer so we can ship it of to computer heaven I mean hospital!

Now when I get my crap computer back I can flipping draw and color on the computer! Yayness to the exteme!

I really need my computer... I'm so uncreative and extra lazy in the day time... I can draw at night but don't draw as long since my bed time habits had changed... Sucks. I'm in a rough spot right now but I will get over it... Hopefuly before my computer comes back... : and not having cable doesn't help either...

so till then

I stall post again since I like put my problems indirectly on my friends... or just to get it out my system -__-0...

Chow!

My computer is in the hospital :- |

My mother broad in my computer decided it wanted to die on thrusday night soooo thats why I haven't been around...

Me and my dad took it to the shop and it should have it fixed at least in a week so till then I probably won't be to active here.

My computer is a mega bit*h for this.

Enjoy your day my pretties...