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Dreams...
Dreams is that wonderful feeling when you know you're doing something right.
It's when the harshness of reality begins to quiet and your heart sings.
It's that look when you see yourself in the mirror and smile, knowing who you really are.
Dreams is the one thing that drives me, soothes me and keeps me alive.
It's the world I live in, the world of dreams... This wonderful, wonderful world.
This fulfilling world...
This world that is in my heart and thankful soul.

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NEW SWEETS DECO OMG

SQUEEEEE

I just got done adding the “cream” to my latest sweets deco for myself.

I call it the “chunky macaroon ds charm”, since it’s for my ds but the macaroons a bit too big thus the “chunky” part. It’s not even done yet, I have SO MUCH MORE to add, consider this a preview! ;D

But man it was so much fun getting back into it and piping the whip cream. It’s the best piping I ever did yet, it doesn’t look messy or anything! It’s good to see I am getting better despite my “break”. I even added crystals to the cream which I tried to do before and failed. They weren’t in the cream enough so they were easy to pick off, but this time I made sure they were in enough and not just sitting on top of the cream. I really have to thank tweezers for that. That really turned my process around and made it “mess free” and painless.

Now I want to make more accessories for myself since doing this project was small, fun, and manageable. Rather then try to make a bunch of stuff all at the same time which can get really stressful. I might make smaller macaroons except they will be black and red for my punk outfits. Ahh, the possibilities are endless and they feel really good!

Other then that life has been okay for the most part. My mood was jumping around a lot about a week or 2 ago but it stabilized finally. My friend Brandon took me out to Ihop 2 weeks ago and gave me his R4 card for the ds, which means FREE GAMES! He also gave me a digimon game the last time he came over and he said he’ll get me sims 3 for the ps3 as an early x-mas present. FFFFFF I love my friends, he treats me so well. The day he took me to Ihop he brought me some cold stone ice cream, when we were going to his house. The ice cream was TOO GOOD, I kinda wished I worked there. I mean come on, making and selling ice cream? The only thing that deters me is the “costumer service” part. :P

On the art side of things. My latest picture I’m working on (the sweets one) is 50% done. I just need to do the line art and color the character and then I’m done. I would have got it done faster but I didn’t want to rush it. I want to work on it when I’m inspired and happy so I can give it my all since it’s a B-day picture after all. XD I worked on another quick picture in sai and I don’t like it that much (coloring blending issues). I was going to submit it but it was too big so I’ll throw it in photoshop instead to edit it. I’ll probably won’t work on any art till night time since I’m most inspired then.

That’s about it. I’m so excited and happy today! I want to continue this good mood till the day I die. Thanks for reading guys and sorry for not commenting lately. =__=0

wips and birthdays

EEEYYYYYYYY GGGUUUUYYYYSSSS

I’ve been struck by an huge inspiration (my latest is cookie hana, love her stuff) for days so I have a influx of pictures I’m working on.

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Me in a devil costume. ;3;

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Another picture of me, I'll probably use this for my new world header.

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The picture I'm working on NOW. Sai's brushes are a total bitch to get use too. I'm a PS user mostly so when I want to blend something I can just use the smudge tool. But sai is more complex with much different rules depending on the brush you use so yeahh. I am getting use to it though. ;3;

ONE MORE THING

Whose birthday is coming up? I want to know so I can make a B-day picture on TIME FOR ONCE. I know a few friends of mine are coming in the next month or so but I want to make a list. ;3;

I LOOKED ON THE RIGHT AND SAID

My mind just exploded…

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for everyone who commented, hugged, and etc. Out of all my pictures this one is worthy of a feature not because I love it myself but I made it for Sayura’s birthday! I feel 10 times more honored because of that.

I could go on forever but I don’t want this to be an endless speech.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AGAIN!

Feeling better and important decisions

Hey all!

I’m having a fantastic day/night! I just feel good since last night. Before then I was really stressed and frustrated over everything but today was surely a new day!

I think working on Sayura’s B-day picture *SHAMELESS ADVERTISING* really helped to lift my bad mood. How could someone be depressing while working such cuteness?! That and my art is was the only thing I felt good about. I’ve made pictures that I love and I can’t wait to make more. As well as work with my ideas, comics and the like. That reminds me that I need to work on my fan mews and post something in my club. I really need my small note/sketch book right now so I can write down everything I want to get done! I have tons that I’m excited to see finished and get started.

One of my main downers was my crafts. I went and tried to make a small charm but I was completely stressed out because of the lack of space I had plus 1000 other things that you can list. I thinking it over and was close to just packing everything up till I had the proper space for it. But I decided to hang in there and keep everything where it’s at (a complete jumbled mess in my drawers), and just do simple things for now. If you read before a few posts ago I explained how it was near impossible to try to start a business where I’m at now and that still stands. As much as I want to start it I can’t try to work with such a faulty foundation. I don’t even have the proper space to work with my clay the way I really want to. When I start I want to make sure I have everything I need to “really” make it work and not just for me but my future costumers and clients. It completely unfair to them since I want this to be the best business it can be for all parties involed.

So instead of me bluntly packing my crafts up just to get it all out my face I minds be making small things for me. I love doing it so why have all my materials, clay, and books, go wasted? As much as I want to save them for my business I rather make things that I can use then not make things at all. After all the time, money, and space I used to get here its quite a shame to see it up packed up, even if it’s for a short while. Then I can explore other options like making stickers, acrylic charms, and things like that. Or at least make the art for them haha.

Speaking of which I’ve been doing great with it as you can see. I’m still working on the vector picture and I got a great handle on it so it’s not so stressful. I’m even using the pen tool with ease, what success! Besides that I’ve went into flash and played around in there and I’ve been looking into pixel art. Another medium I thought I never was going to go into. Even though I haven’t done any yet I’m sure it will be much easier to get into then I thought. I’m really excited to see what I make out of it.

One last thing, I really want to do something with this world’s design, I might use my latest fairy as inspiration. I also want to make another world where I can dump my “wish list of things I want in life” at. I think it would be a great idea. XD

That’s it for now; I hope you guys are having a great weekend. Bye!

Dear human race on the internet

I’m just going to say it like this…

If you’re stupid enough to give away “personal information” to someone you probably don’t know from a can paint, you deserve whatever backlash that comes to you… ALL OF IT… >:|

ALSO if you participated in the whole “adult chat” with this pedo your either one of two things: Your really “out there” that needs to go to the appropriate site to do it or 2 You really are retarded and probably should wait a few years to gain COMMON SENSE.

And this rabid pedo needs to go to jail seriously. You’ll get plenty of tail in the jail cell and it won’t be from a women. WTF is wrong with people?

GOD I HATE MY HUMAN SPECIES SOMETIMES A LOT…

Is it me or my "rage doodles" are getting more ragey every time I draw them...?