Well my head's in turmoil so I thought I'd just make a post about it, maybe it'll structurize my brain a little.
Anyways, as some of you might know I'm currently doing my graduation exams, two of which are already over (5 hours of german and 5 hours of english) and I PRAY TO GOD they went well 'cause if they didn't I'm going to be so pissed off. Well tomorrow is the last written exam, a math exam. Whilst I don't see that big of a problem with another exam, it still worries me because I'm not a genius at math or very well prepared, at that.
Now, I'm most likely going to study some more today, even though my head feels like it's would like nothing better than to tell me to go -you can guess the rest.
Another thing that worries me is that getting out of school is going to be quite a big step. o_o Some of you might find that silly, saying "You've worked your way through school ONLY TO GET TO THIS POINT", which is true. But seriously, I've spent the last 13 years in school and all that time is going to be over just like that? I guess my head just can't quite take it yet. Eh. Also, my motivation to study is declining rapidly, especially since I'm pretty worn out from the two exams on monday and tuesday. -sigh-
I just don't know what to do with myself right now or after I'm done with school. Also I REALLY REALLY hope I'll pass tomorrow's exam! o o; /scared
And that's about it.