Well. Today has been a rather bad day for me.
Woke up abruptly hearing the voices of my parents bouncing off of the walls. Being the curious cat that I am, I sneak my way downstairs and turns out they were arguing. Arguing about what? I don't know but I do care. Not for them, but for my little sister.
She's a shy and fragile child and she means the world to me. I don't know why, but my "brotherly" instincts tell me that I need to protect this child whether it be physical, or emotionally. I'm not going to shield her from these dangers no matter what, because she needs to learn how to be tough and how to pick herself up despite the situation.
So I sneak my way upstairs again and go to close her door... The poor thing was tossing and turning and... crying? I go into her room and cover her up with the blanket and wiped her tears. As she stopped, I returned to my room.
It was 2 in the morning and it was just four hours until I leave the house for school.
For these four hours, I lay there thinking about something I don't quite recall, but seemed to be of great importance. Ironic.
I see the time and I prepare my things before I leave.
As I walk out, I pass a table in the living room, I catch a glimpse of something on the table.
They seem to be divorce papers... Tch.
If this goes through then me and my sister will be separated, as much as I didn't want this to happen, I don't have any power to do anything. My parents are stubborn as bulls, and irrational as hell.
I take my leave and head to school. Wasn't an enjoyable day and it wasn't so much a terrible day... Like usual.
But today I felt worse, tired of it, and I feel my patience slipping away slowly.
My friends seem to be showing worry for me, and I find that a waste of emotions. Can you really run out of emotions? Beats me. They shouldn't worry too much for someone like me.
Well I haven't told anyone yet, but....
I have great plans for valentines day.
The day to end it all
Signing out,
-Yuki
