As I sit here and search for a new job, so I can leave my current job because I can't stand it, I'm having trouble finding anything. I feel like the world is going to move on without me, and I'm just going to get stuck living the same life over and over again, like I'm doomed to remain alone and in my parents' house with nothing but a depressing retail job. When talking to a guy friend about boyfriends and what not, he told me, it will get better. I don't know... lately, I find myself wondering if it will. The question I have to ask is if it gets better, or if some people are doomed for failure.