I might as well just be a robot. I already feel empty and less than human. When will this life end? Nothing matters anymore. I have a worthless degree, I have a worthless job that won't get me anywhere and I tire of it, all the random shifts and not getting let off on time, like 20 minutes late, and the little pay I receive and the little benefits I might get in February. I am not even sure why I live. I live in this endless cycle of the same things every day. I live with my parents, and I have no future. I tire of this life. When I wake in the morning (when I manage to get a day off), what do I have to look forward to? Why do I even have dreams? What's the point of dreaming? It's all a fantasy anyway, just something my mind makes up to escape from the mundane life I have, this pointless life, my life. I'm really not even sure why I exist on this planet. Is there a reason why God put me here? Why do I need to be on Earth to learn more about a Heavenly being? I don't want to be here. I'm already not like everyone else. I don't like that I'm so different and isolated from the world. It's like I said in my title, I'm not human. Heck, I don't even have the proper emotions I'm supposed to have.