Well...i just realized that i havent written here for som reallllly loooong time .___.'
i hope that all of you are doing fine,that u are healthy and happy :D
with me...well im not that good -_-' got a lot of S**** lately..from personal life up to school.I'm kinda lost in my own feelings,dunno what to feel anymore or how....*sigh*
.Right now im studying german language at the university here,and i have to say its damn hard :')
SO i hope u are all fine!!take care ja! *hugs for all*
a lil poem i wrote :
Clown Girl
Sometimes Life feels like
a bad written comedy show,
looking around,
no i can't smile no more.
This poor comedy show,
I cannot play my role anymore.
I'm heading for the breakdown
there is no way back!
Heading for the breakdown
I lost my smile.
I lost my mind.
Like clowns we paint our faces,
and put on a smile.
Who can act the best,
tell me.........
can you recognize,
when i'm smiling from my heart,
or when i'm just playing a clown.
I'm heading for the breakdown
there is no way back!
Heading for the breakdown
I lost my smile.
I lost my mind.
So tell me that i'm safe,
while i head for the breakdown.
Only you can make it feel like its alright.
