Blog Entry #4

I have no idea what's wrong with me... I've felt like I have to puke since 7 this morning... and I haven't yet. There's a large amount of pressure on my abdomen or something causing my stomach to feel the pressure which makes it feel that it's trying to push something OUT of my body... it feels so terrible... I went home from school early because I spent the first period of the day sitting in the bathroom waiting for me to puke... speaking of puking... be right back!

And I still didn't puke... I have absolutely no idea what's wrong with me and I didn't stay in school long enough to ask my Bio teacher what he thought about the whole thing... I'm kind of freaking out... Save me!

Sentimental Letter

(I'm sorry if this is a little sappy I just don't want to do it later cause me and my sis are hanging and I'm too tired to put any real effort into this...)

There are times, when you start to realize who's got your back, who would protect you against all costs, and who really loves you. Well... a certain guy on here really showed that to me... (And he shall remain nameless for I don't want you slandering him!) And I kind of took it for granted... he's not the kind of guy who just hands out those kind of things. You got to earn them... (I realize this now that I almost lost him... and the fact that I still might lose him...) He stood up for me, even though it's not in his nature, and I feel really terrible for treating you the way I did... *Hugs you... wherever you are* Hope this letter helped!

(If you want a better one then just say so and I'll write it... DON'T LEAVE!)

OMG.

I have been awake... for almost 24 straight hours and I'm losing my mind... I also promised a friend of mine that I'd write a very nice and sentimental post today... but I'm just too damned tired... maybe after some coffee... French Vanilla Cappuccino to be exact...

Blog Entry #3

My guy problems have (mostly) all been resolved! I'm still totally pissed at the guy from the last post but hey... I did explain things to him and everything... and the guy who was mad at me has cooled down a bit! (Good... because I was a little afraid of messaging him!)

Also the winter festival is tomorrow for our town! I'm really looking forward to it! And possibly going to go and see the Blind Side tomorrow as well... looked like a good movie so... X3 Going with my sissy CheyCheyRawr! If my daddy says yes and our mommy takes us! X3 And I should probably get to work on a Biology project I have to do... a packet I have to find and an essay to finish and I need to study for a Geometry quiz tomorrow because I'm only failing by a point right now! OMG I'M SO CLOSE!

And on anouther note... Two days ago was the first time I ever read Vampire Knight! And I'm only on the 3rd book but... ZERO IS AWESOME! I've always had a hate for vampires deep down inside... and for there to be a Vampire Hunter? KACHING! X3 Well... I'm wrapping this post up! ADIOS!

Blog Entry #2

Well hey... you know how it feels to be hanging with a guy and he's like, really nice and everything and then when his guy friends come along they treat you like s***?

Well I do.

A friend of mine has been gone for a couple of days (barely even noticed he was gone) and he comes back treating me a little differently. He didn't wait for me like he normally would have. And it was okay. But when I went to walk with him to his bus, his friend Brady came along, and he just frickin' shoved me. Not like a little shove either, but like a huge ass shove. I swear it was like 10 feet before I got my footing again. Then he and his friend started laughing and I flicked him off, said "Screw you, you dick." And turned around and went home.

Anybody else think that's a dick head move? If not... then listen to this.

He's literally like my brother, I treat him like one and he typically treats me like a sister. I protect him from all of the nasty girls who want to get with him, and he doesn't act like a complete dick around me. Pretty simple agreement right? Well... seems he doesn't want me to protect him. I don't care if he frickin will get herpes or whatever. I'm the only one who scares his little stalkers away. And now he just lost a body guard, and one of his only friends (that's a girl) that doesn't want to get in his pants.