Things haven't changed much since my last post of any significance. My Dad was transferred to another facility, so I cant see him every week like I had been. This one is a couple hours away, therefore making it very difficult to be able to plan visits. Im broke, and I cannot afford money for a phone call account, nor can I afford any commissary for him. I need to pick up some of his belongings, too. Not to mention calling the state of Wisconsin for the return of the rest of the seized property that can be returned.
So I guess a bit is going on. . . My brain hates me so damn much. Ive been quite regularly staring at my laptop, alone with my thoughts on the verge of crying. I dont know how many anxiety attacks Ive been close to, let alone had in the last couple weeks.
***Im not trying to make you guys feel bad, you're the people that are the most supportive***
I keep getting "Try not to worry so much," or "We're here for you, if you need anything, let us know." But nobody checks in to see how Im doing. Its very hard to for me to open up and vent to people, let alone ask them for help. But I look at my phone, and all I see are outgoing calls that I make. Not the other way around.
I hate feeling like a damn afterthought. . .
Okay, time to cry again.
