Right, this one is kinda personal and stuff, and it happened, and you can ask my best friend (Clozimodo) if you don't believe me. Ok?
So if you're gonna be stoopid, and call me stuff like "slag", and "slapper", don't bother because I went through all that with my parents!!
If you are under 16, or very easily upset, then do NOT complain to your parents that a filthy lil Goff was pregnant at 15, and don't do it yourself. It's hard work and upsetting. Ok???
I wrote this for my baby which I miscarried on the 16/05/2007.
I wrote it as a tribute a year on from losing it.
Me and Jon were sure it was a girl which is why it says "girl" in the poem and we were sure due to family past and genetics.
So, here goes:
you were taken away before your first breath
and i suffered the pain, a fate worse than death.
me and your dad miss you, our shining star,
so close to being ours, and yet so very far.
when i think of what you would have been like,
beautiful, funny, and so full of life,
i cry myself to sleep night and again,
and think it would be best to join you in Heaven.
but then i think to myself, is that the way forward?
been through so much and yet throw it away.
cant ever forget, but dont want to try.
just imagine what it would be like to hold you for one day.
so my angel, my darling, we´ll miss you forever.
dont ever forget, you´re our baby girl.
so we´ll love you and need you for always,
and for always you will be our world.
