Song: {Our Hell by: Emily Haines and the Soft Skeleton}
Moods: Mellow and "pretty rainbowy" if you know what I mean.
Mellow:
I dunno, I'm just kinda...off today. I'm not really hyper or anything today. Which is weird. Because I'm always hyper. Or I dunno, optimistic about SOMETHING. Maybe it's that song up there ^ ^ ^ ^ that's making me all calm. Or something. I'm not sure. Ugh, my dog is going beserk right now. I don't even feel like asking him to shut up. Its just...an off day for me. :| I need a hug from somebody. Anybody.
Rainbowy:
Ughhh I have some pretty weird friends mannn. So yeah, this morning, I see one of my girlfriends and she comes over to hug me as usual, but today, she like, I dunno...it felt like she was groping me. She was pressing herself up against me. >> I won't tell you which PART of her body she was pressing...but I think you can guess. Did I mention, that she's bi? ^^ It might help alleviate the confusion. So yeah, she knows her sexual orientation, don't worry. But then she sees another one of our girlfriends, and that girl, (who is also bi. Yeah, all the girls at my school are pretty much bi. Stupid boys toyed with our hearts one too many times, and look at what they get! RAINBOW POWA!) comes up to us, gives me a hug and a kiss on the cheek (normal, don't worrwe kiss on the cheek all the time) but then turns to our friend, and starts making out with her. Now, my immediate reaction was "Ugh! Those betches didn't tell me that they started going out?!" so I pull girl #1 aside (after #2 left), and I'm like "Hey! You guys are going out? What happened to your other gf?!" She turns to me and goes "Oh I broke up with her. And two, we're not going out. That's just how we're saying hello now." and she pulls me forward and steals my first kiss! =o There was tongue action too, if you know what I mean. (all on HER side. I was desperately trying to claw my way out) But... its not that I don't dig chickies...but that was totally uncalled for! I was saving that first kiss. My lipginity has been taken! ='O AND then, girl #1 told girl #2, that apparently, I was in on their "hello kissing" circle now, so girl #2 saw me at lunch, pulled me aside and while we were both talking to each other, she grabs my face and pulls me forward and started frenching! I tried to pull away, but she just laughed and kept doing it. So I just stood there, unresponsive, until she was done.
I heart the both of them, but I'm worried that they're going to start a "slut status" for the both of them (and me!) if they're just gonna snog each other (and me) everytime they see me. (Save it for indoors... ;] kidding)
