The names Samantha. Nicknames: Sammi, Sam, Mantha, Sammich. Call me whatever floats your boat. I'm from the Vietnam, babes.

I always care a little bit too much. [...]

I'm a beta reader, so if there's any piece of writing that you want me to proofread before sending off for publication, just shoot me a PM and I'd be happy to help you!

:] <3 If you don't know me, get to know me. You'll have me for life.

Hypocrites

So many conflicts nowadays between what is morally correct and what works for us. A great example = Obama’s healthcare plan. It sounds like a great thing- free health care for families who otherwise couldn’t afford to have it. No doubt, it would bring great relief to those families- being able to go see a doctor when they were sick, being able to have medicine. It’s sounds so nice. But then, who’s paying for it? We are; through taxes. And the second people hear that we are paying for it; then oh no, denied. Can today’s people really afford to pay extra taxes right now? Will it just create a cycle? People who haven’t already filed for bankruptcy or asked for government help are barely meetings ends right now; and the addition of extra taxes might tip them over. but at least you get free healthcare!

If I put together all the change I’ve given to street men over my life time so far, I’ve probably doled out about $100. I give out quarters man, no pennies and nickels here. And I remember seeing the hands extended out of the car windows, holding out dollar bills and change for the man or woman silently begging for help. These men and women are still there; maybe even children? And the hands have stopped coming out of the car windows.

It breaks my heart, when I see a family staying at the same park, everyday, all day, kids playing, parents just sitting and watching. Then at night, they shuffle off to a church for a warm place to sleep at night. These people are our fellow human beings; is it not in our DNA to help each other when help is needed? We say “times are hard for us. They’re hard for us? What about them? If we’re too busy watching our own backs, does that mean we’ve become the hard, selfish, callous people that we’ve always criticized?

“I would never ever be like that.”

We already are. :(

After Years

of being everybody's psychiatrist, shrink, therapist, "vomit vase."
After years of not needing help or advice from anybody except for the occasional rare case of "what should i eat/wear/say?"

I. Need. Help.

Holy shizit do I need help.
This is something. Where I don't even know how to react.

I need help. How deep is your love? Please help me you guys.

AP BIO

Anybody feel up to tutoring me? -_-
I swear to you that I'm not stupid. I understand it perfectly.
But anybody feel up to tutoring me on how to deal with my teacher?

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RELAY FOR LIFE next week! (: i'm so excited. After september has been so stressful & dramatic...This is a chance to unwind, relax, and spend a day with friends AND helping the cancer community. Am I a multitasker or what.

TUMBLR.COM

call me obsessed. because i am. its an everyday blogging site. but its so minimalistic. I like very much.

O_O

-screaming from miles away and running at you-

HOLY SHIZIT.

IT IS RIDICULOUS how long I've been separated from this place.

-___- i don't even have any words to say except I've missed you guys. Some more than others. JK. <33 BUT SOME O_O have been gone for as long as I have. And they, she, needs to come back. No Kay, I'm not talking to you.
Yes I am.

AH. AP Classes! Shoot me! xP
somebody come along and give me a reprieve!
<3

Moviess!

Hopefully my attempts at posting aren't completely futile. Reader + comments seem to be a bit down. Understandable- its either (whoah, took me ten tries to spell either) finals time for you or summer time for you. :]

finals time for me. Ahha.

Goodness gracious~! Saw Slumdog Millionare this weekend. Wow- very good. I like the real life India they conveyed. The whole children kidnapping thing is very much real in Vietnam as well. Its quite sad. But most of the world knows nothing about it. They even used actual children from the slums as the actors for some of the characters. Poor things~ I wanted to adopt them.

**SPOILER ALERT FOR THE MOVIE "THE READER"**

Also saw The Reader. Jeeezuss! This one should've tied with Slumdog Millionare for the Oscar of Best Movie (instead, Kate Winslet got Oscar for best actresss) It was a bitt steammay if you know what I mean- lotso physical intimacy~ between a 30 year old woman and a 15 year old in Germany, a bit before World War II. Whoah. Freaking good. Here's the gist. Woman finds sick boy. She cures sick boy. Boy is grateful. Woman seduces boy. Boy is attracted to woman. Woman and boy sleep together for a few months. Boy finds out she is illiterate. Boy reads books to woman. Woman moves away. Woman gets a job as an S.S. soldier. Boy becomes law student. Woman has to go on trial for a war crime she didn't commit; she was framed with a letter she had apparently written (mind you, she's illiterate.) Boy is at court, watching, and realizes that she is innocent. Boy is about to tell authorities, but chickens out. Woman is sentences unfairly to twenty years of prison while the women responsible for the crime get five years. Boy sends audio tapes of himself reading books to the woman in jail. She teaches herself how to read + write using the tapes and the books she bought from the jail library. Boy is haunted by her all his life. Boy is bitter. Woman is about to get out of jail. Police men want boy to help her out. Boy is bitter and treats her mean when he visits her. Woman hangs herself four days before her release.

**END OF SPOILER ALERT**

Was that epic or what?! Freaking AMAZING.

I want to see Up after finals are over with.

"My name is Dug. I just met you and I already love you." <3 Cute or what?

I'm listlessss~ I want to go on a date or something. <3 :D Need to forget about school for a bit and live a little.

Double double this this double double that that.Restricted to double/group dates only. Again. Parents are strange. Reallly its not like I'm such a hoe, I'm going to have sex with them on the first date. Ahhah. ;D I kid you, I don't do things like that.

Drama major in my little coterie at school. Holy crap. It's bad you guys. Seriously, its like... friendship ruining. One friendship has already been damaged, possible permanently. I'm trying to remain Switzerland aka Neutral Land.

o_o Its not as easy as you think. Eh, but I'm a pro at dealing with this type of stuff. I'll be okay.

First normal post in a while...

need to find some readers! :D