Day: Sunday
Time: 6:36 p.m.
Date: April 25, 2010

Alright... so Orihime told me that there was this... thing... called a diary where you can write about anything... or so i'm told. So if anyone were to find this I WOULD kill myself, for I am about to pour my emotions into this insignificant little book. Ok, so today I went to Urahara's shop after dinner with Ichigo's family and asked for a favor. His curiousity got the better of him and he asked, "What kind of favor dear Kuchiki-san?" I instinctively huffed and asked him for... a live soul. He didn't act as I had originally expected, but instead nodded solemnly and said something that made me...think. He said, "I knew you were up to something Kuchiki-san. I know Ichigo will be... surprised..." I wanted to punch him in the face... but something had stopped me. I didn't even know what the hell it was. But he knew... he knew my feelings for Ichigo. Damnit! I had tried so hard to keep these human emotions hidden... what's happening to me? I don't know anything anymore. I'm becoming... human again...