this is bryce, and this is my world, BOW DOWN BEFORE ME!
hmmmmm, it appears no one really reads my little world here but oh well, i decided to switch up some stuff considering the fact that im not a little emo pain in the @$$ new background and everything (hope you guys like teto)
AGE:16
B-day: 5/19/94
LOVELIFE: im staying single for a while and letting wounds heal
well, tuesday, before i got out of the school doors a girl ask my mom if i was single, ask for me by name, the whole deal. well she didnt leave a name, my mom isnt good at descriptions and sence she always gets out the doors before me i will have to be sneaky to find out who she is.
most likely this is a prank done by the popular girls, and sence that is probobly true i want to nip it in the bud. i mean honetly girls have been doing this all the time, i mean ive never fooled myself into thinking they were being truthful, not once, because
A. im FAT, not morbidly or anything but i dont have a six pack i have a kaeg
B. ive got virtualy no redeaming features no matter what anyone says
C. im to shy to say squat
D. ive never had a gf in real life and you need one to get one
E. ive never kissed a girl
F. my family is horrible bunch of assholes including myself
G. god hates me so why should he give me this now?
as you see i make some very good points, and i want to fnd out why this girl would try and pull this prank. plus, i havent had a good mystery in a while and its a nice way to take my mind off the medical and romantic issues
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
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three days grace i salute you, for you know what people feel wether you know it or not, fran droped me saturday 2: 23 P.M. and frankly i only now have the nerves to right this. i have a couple drawing requests from a friend i will get to in about a day, when my hands will be steadyer.
well this isnt just about emotional pain but physical too, the docs think that my hyper mobility syndrome is a symptom of a fatal genetic illness (oh joy god you really love me) so i will be going to nashville in febuary i only found out about this yesterday when i came home from school i had used my cane at school that day aswell
so all in all, . . . . . .i just want it to stop
I honestly have to say, i LOATH this time of year, sure christmas is nice, saviors birht and all that, but even though i dotn hate christmas i disdain the 25th of december. but dont get me wrong im NOT the "Bah, Humbug" type i just have some bad memories of december 25th is all, and a few other reasons i dislike this season. if you like winter i couldnt be more happy for you, a nice snow covered scene with something happening in it is nice, but once nothing is going on, it seems a little incomplete. the scene from edward scissor hands where the girl dances in the snow is beautiful, my girl in the snow is beatuiful, but when snow is not falling and is only staying there, it seems like it is an abomonation that nothing is happening.
please dotn comment and say that im just being a scruge or something like that, because im not, in fact i like christmas overall. my friends that know me know that im infact a very giving and forgiving person. But the fact still remains that i do not like winter, if you do like winter please do me a favor and comment, i would enjoy seeing it from your perspective.
but i must say, i do enjoy giving at this time of year, even though it feels as if a hole is in my heart, when i give, it feels like i found something to fill it
well the weird thing is, well actualy its very normal, is the fact im an idiot, i doubted my girl friend all because of someone who just wanted to break us up for their own selfish reason, im truely an undeserving wretch arent i?
well my best friend just got a girl friend, hes hitching a ride home with her now though (i lost my videogame buddy T.T) and he has made it clear that they wont kiss (honestly how long will that rule last, a week ago he said he would never get a girl friend because he dosnt want one) and an old buddy of myne used one of his girls to just make his ex jealouse and get back togather with her, needless to say that girl is pissed, also i dont really know why he dumped her, she can think for herself, honestly if i want someone that follows my every order i will get a puppy.
but yeah im sorry for doubting franny, im truely a dispicable person
well yesterday was myne and frannys 1 month anaversary and its been really great so far, i honestly can beleve how great its been.
i actualy this i have fallen head over heels inlove, but really who can blame me, my girlfriend actualy cares about me unlike a couple of my past *coughgabscough* and she thinks im cute >.> i could go for ruggadly handsome but heck its a start, she likes my poetry, i can get along with her, shes like an angle in heaven i mean honestly
plus, i mean honestly, SHES SMOKIN!, i mean look at this background here. but really shes too nice to me almost i could get lost in her eyes for hours
