COSPLAYS/CONVENTIONS OF 2011:
January FYEcon - Casual!Zatsune
U-con@Uconn 2011 - Miku Zatsune from Vocaloid, Luki from Dogs, Sync!Rin from Vocaloid.
April FYEcon - Matryoshka!Teto
Anime Boston 2011 - Zatsune from Vocaloid, Matryoshka!Teto, Trap!Ciel from Kuroshitsuji, Panda Hero!Miku, Ball Gown!Miku, Youji from Loveless
Connecticon 2011 - Luki from Dogs(remaking the hat and tail),SURPRISE COSPLAY <3, Youji from Loveless (will have a new wig)
May Cosplay Picnic- School Girl!Ciel
AAC 2011- SECRET COSPLAY AGAIN. Not sure of what else

Stalk- I mean... Follow me?

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~Riska

It's a trap? Cosplay

So much crack here...
This was Sunday of CTcon 2010
I know it was a while ago
But I forgot I wanted to post something about my cosplay on here~
I'm Trap!Ciel from Kuroshitsuji~

but my eyes are both showing
and my hat's on the wrong side
and I'm wearing my Grell teeth xDDDD

AND facebook totally raped the quality...

~Riska

CTCON VID! WATCH!

SO this is like... Months late xD
I know
and I wasn't really planning on making a video
But i got the PSG soundtrack
and i had to make something xD
Plus I just had these pictures just kinda lying around~

Watch plz?
Looking through all of the old pictures and crap reminded me how much fun I have at conventions
and how much I really miss them ;-;

<3

-Riska

7 No- 8 Things I hate.

I hate your hair,
the way it rests just above your lashes.

I hate your ever-changing eyes,
the way they shine.

I hate your perfect white smile,
when it's flashed my way.

I hate how you make me feel,
every god-damn day.

I hate how much you mean to me,
you’ll never feel or know.

I hate that I would do anything for you,
while you could just let me go.

I hate that you don’t see it like I do,
how I can’t change your mind.

I hate how you're in control,
and I'm left behind.

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SURPRISE!
I wasn't going to post this one....
But ehhhh
Sure xD
You guys get TWO
count it TWO
Poems tonight :]

Same deal. Review, comment, help me improve :]

~Riska

This Venom - Poem

"Put the razor down, I love you more than anything."
What more could you say?
The truth?
But I love these innocent lies, I love the things that break me inside
I love the pain
I love the hate
But the fake has always been my heartbreak
The venom's drove me sick
It's drove me insane
But who really notices me?
All I've ever done is run from myself
The enemy's taking over
The evil's I think are coming true
I'm that evil I've been trying so hard to banish.
But can you demolish you?
I can't destroy myself
Just let the razor kiss the innocent skin
Let it leave it's mark
Let me drown
Because I know how to save myself
I choose not to
Let the venom sink in
Lose control
Let the evil voices command your soul
I think it's best to let this nerotic psycho gain it's control
I'll never be able to find the girl that was pulled apart and broken
She died when the monster took over her soul
She gave up
And gave in
She let the venom break her down
No heart is left there now.

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Well there you go :] I promised a poem
and here it is~

Comment, review, and please ignore how messy it is xD
I still have some parts I'm not satisfied with
BUT
if you have suggestions, I would love to hear themmmm

~Riska

OMG I'M SO SORRY D:

It's a long story why I haven't been here in so long
I shouldn't use excuses
But I've been going through a lot...
Good and bad.
On the good side- I GOT MY HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA 8D
AND I finally finished a bunch of cosplays that I've been working on for a while now x3

Bad side- drama... money... college things... sicknesses... and a lot of changes...

I'll be ranting another time xD
So expect it!

ANYWAY
I'll be posting something right after this
It's a poem!
YES
Riska writes poetry~
I never post them, and I don't let people read them
But I do

There's a poetry contest going on in my city
and I like JUST found out about it
So I threw something together really quick
The deadline is Christmas
lol

I'll be posting my submission on here for you all to see~
Congrats :] you'll be the first to read it!
Other than myself of course ;]

That's it for now I guess...
Sorry for being away for so long T-T
and Thank you to the people who have stood in the dark, waiting for me to come back!
<3

~Riska