chills..

chiisu..~~ how's everyone..? i got chills.. i mean i got a terrible terrible cold.. but buckleys... i cant believe it but it really worked... XD took a spoonfull of buckleys and slept for 12hrs and then im not sick anymore... it was like a dream... lol........ but thank god im better.. cant stand being sick when i got so much to do... >A<;

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^ lol.. made this weeks ago but still that pile is still that much... maybe less but i still have tons to do.... XD

btw.... my polls will be updated every tuesday and saturday.. thanks for taking ur time to answer my crazy polls.. lol.. some more crazy questions soon... XD

oh yeh.. the chills.. i was listening to utada hikaru's version of boulevard of broken dreams and passion and then it directed me to her english song -- come back to me... now i got this lss *last song syndrome*.. i cant stop listening to it.. i just love utada.. her hums and adlibs are just so soothing and i cant explain the nostalgic feeling i get every time i listen to her songs.. love love utada..~~ <3

if u've not yet heard of her english song, now's the time..~~

while im at it, i want to comment her beauty.. especially her cool hairstyle that looks awesome on her.. kinda reminds me of ayumi hamasaki on her mv from no way to say which i also love.. watch it....~~

i get chills from watching this mv.. that santa just have so much emotion on it i could cry especially the lyrics fits... <3 poor santa.. bad ayu.. jk.. lol.. santa is giving free tissue.. i wont decline something thats free.. =P

and while im at it too, im recommending ayu's songs in ur playlists... definitely a must hear jpop artist.. *^^*

to do list...

in no particular order..

* ched's prize request
* angelsbestdream's prize request
* dakishimeru's prize request/commission
* another commission for moirae333
* sailor moon group for winning my poll on DA.. XD

doesnt seem like much but thats quite a lot to squeeze during this tight schedule.. >x<"

other personal works... none of them are important and just my randomness.. i'll probably drop them until im free from this current project im working on.. i've been typing my game updates since last week but i always get distracted.. it's gonna be a long post in that world.. XD

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i lost a few more subscribers.. XD mmm i dont blame them.. =P if someone capable of doing something awesome gives u crap all the time, i'd rather unsubscribe too.. but i dont subscribe and unsubscribe... thats just.... rude.... XD but anyways.. someone is missing from my subscription..... >A<; i've noticed it 2days after her icon's gone but i just couldnt find time to search for her... i miss u darling..~~ i know ur here.... hit me and knock my head.. i still have something to dedicate for u..... TToTT

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who's got vista..? i keep having this vista internet security 2010 alerts..... <_< this has been bugging me for days now.. i keep ending process but it keeps coming back after 20mins or so... cant find it in the program files too... err.. help..? XD

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*huggles FalseDelusion for the gift spam* XD

*hugs everyone* be well guys.. *glomp* <3

random pic:

in memories of my beloved partner.. XD

my art as tattoo...

lol.. omg.. i got this email with a picture of my drawing referenced for a tattoo art.. XD

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it`s not healed yet but he said he`ll show me a pic of it too when it heals up.. *^^*

source from atango.deviantart.com i think thats his body too.. XD

sorry for the late replies.. im still at school and full schedule.. <_< i`ll get back to u guys on the weekend and some game updates as well.....

*hugs*

world title - post title

seen the changes..? i like the changes.. but i was just thinking that it`d be better to have the titles in one line like this post`s title.. just my preference but since there are some worlds with long titles, it might be too long to fit in one line... *shorten ur titles..!* XD

also, our portfolio sub panel is now horizontal... mmmm... thoughts..?

also.. i got sick but now better.. have u ever been affected by irony..? or whatever u call this.. i read artstain`s journal on DA saying he got sick from over fatigue and lack of sleep...... gaaah... i wish i didnt read it... v_v" i got sick most likely from the same reasons.......... this isnt the first time..! i read something and that something happened to me too...... errr.. even if it`s meant for someone else, i read it and then i`ll get affected... <_< "someone was procrastinating his/her work and he/she suddenly got sick..." it wasnt meant for me but it triggered something..! *shot* it`s true i was procrastinating on MANY things..... pffft... when i got sick and lying on my bed i just kept saying "how ironic... how ironic.......... tsk tsk..." XD

random food....

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it was taken last year when i was still in winnipeg.. i suddenly want to eat sushi but eeeh... i dont have time to eat out.. v_v"

off to watch detective conan 53.. 500+ eps to go before i catch up... *mega distraction* XD

watch it too --> start from episode 1 <--

cant live without....

the internet... like omg... im not done with what im doing but here i am posting a blog... blaaaah...

i tried unplugging the cable so i can focus on illustrator and only in illustrator to do some game projs.. but i finally gave up and plugged it back..... gaaaaaahahahah.... v_v"

new upgrade from theOtaku... multiple PMs.... so cool... though i havent tried it yet.. lol.. anyway.... if u havent checked the official updates, do so *here* and proclaim ur joy for these awesome updates... lol..... cant wait til they reveal everything...! but i guess the most awaited update is... i dunno.. my most awaited was the comment system so im solved but i guess an update that will allow us to submit gif or maybe a video section will be cool too... =P

so yeh anyways........ game project update...

i invented a shoe of a humanoid monster for our senpai's game... lol.. just a shoe.. the whole armor and whatnot is not supposed to be on public yet.. i just thought it's cool and i love how it turned out.. XD

im thinking of separating these game projs update in a different world since im premium til i graduate.. lol.. and a different world for my subscribers.. not sure what to do with that yet..

gaaah.. exams next week.. i havent seen any of my notes.. a modeling assignment is due tomorrow.. 2 models and i havent done either...... commissioned piece came in first.. v_v" sometimes, when im not doing it, it means i cant do it atm.. get it..? XD oh well.. change of pace as they say.. i've been too stressed about school.. gotta relax----gaaah.. no time to relax.... and this isnt suppose to be this long of a post...... v_v"

do ur work guys...! *shot* >A<;