Welcome to Random Ramblings aka RR

here i post fic chapters pics and stuff

meanwhile Influx of Insanity is a world dedicated to getting out negative thoughts or goings on in my life so beware when visiting that one

Mood: amused
Song: Summer Nights
Pic:

nice pt 2

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nice pt 1

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loneliness threatens to overwhelm me

really i don't know why i'm posting this

since noone comes in here anyway

i could post 9 more times and would the world notice?

no.

i could just delete my account and the world won't notice for a good while if at all

and i'm brough back to the fact that most of my subscribers a huge 23 most i never see here or hardly see.

would they notice?

no.

things here on theO for me have become stagnant

talking to myself or the wall proves more engaging

the wall won't walk off or lose interest and i'm avaliable 24/7

a special avi for Ai-chan

look familiar?
enjoy and use well

death [shi]

recap blackberry was grabbed by jake [our dog]
and we though for sure he was dead then but he lived until today

this morning i was checking him over and his condition worried me

we go out a while and come back to him being dead.

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this time i cried for a smaller amount of time

so i guess as more deaths happen in my life i get used to it

so a decade prior my grandmother suddenly died during the night
that being the first expireance and the harshest most horrible one
the one burned in my memory

then the dog we had before sugar never made it to the vet

then over time 3 parakeets

then sugar

now another keet

each time after the first i got usted to it a little more

am i strange for thinking like this?
idk.

maybe it's that i had years of life experiances thrown on me
i feel like i had to grow up faster then i would've naturally