I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Good and Bad

To all those who have graduated.... was it fun?
I mean it seems
You done so much and made so little progress
To me
that is how it seems
I am someone who wants nothing but to remember
Not to forget
I can't cry with them
But I can hug them.
Say I will miss them
But for some reason I feel that I might....want to remember
I want to keep em in
In myheart
In my thoughs
I know we took pictures and made the exchanges
But somehow
I don't think that is enough
The good times
the bad times
All now with them...
Over
For now
I want to say
It not good bye.
it a see you later
I can't say good bye
It seems to be....
even more sad
More upsetting
More pain
I can't
but
I will never forget.
I hope
to remember
And to meet them once again
To go threw more good and more bad times.

Who Believes...

Who believes?
Honestly?
Do you believe in those who tell you to trust them?
The ones who say they have your back?
The ones that supported you when you felt alone
Lost
Hurt
Broken
....Do you believe in them?
Those who believe in you?
I use to not.
I use to not want to believe.
To believe in those who believed in me.
Some of them lied to me
Others crushed my dreams
Others broke my trust
others broke my spirit.

To believe in others, is hard now
To think they have my back....is hard

To know you be ok....is hard
To believe in others is hard to me
I know, I got those who believe in me now...
I know those who push me foward

They believe in me, and I believe in them.
Sometimes I wonder where I be at without them.
If they hadn't helped me
If they hadn't pushed me...
Where would I be?

Some of them who broke me
lied to me
hurt me...
seem to now support me.
help me
Believe in me...
Can I...
Believe in them?

Winner?

I kind of been out of it... some shiz going down and also the fact I got finals....
But somehow I managed to see I won Alphonse Shojo Beat Challenge...
Im happy and Yay. I never thought I win anything I just like to draw and put my art out there.

Im really exited on that fact that I won. And I really like the others art work as well. I figured someone else would of won. ^^"" I should try to inspire myself more in my own art.

Well back to my finals.
And the other shiz.

~Zuzu

Falling forever

times I fall...
I always get back up.
I always fight.
I always win....
But why do I feel like I lose?
I can defend myself.
I can protect myself
but some how...
I feel like im losing
I feel like im falling still
I guess somethings aren't meant to change.
I have business to attend to...
and here I might fall completely.
I guess I can't change
but maybe if I go down this time I may stay down
I always end up winning
but I still feel like I lost.
Maybe if they see me fall.
I can end the cycle of fighting.
Or will it continue.?
Im tired of fighting
Im tired of feeling like I lost
Am I suppose to lose?
Am I suppose to fall?
Well...
its time to find out...
to fall
and continue to fall.
Falling forever
in an endless battle
quitting or continuing

one last time

one last time.....
We laughed.
We talked.
And we were always with each other in the bad and good times.
Can I really say, this is the last time we will see each other?
Well...it is our time to part.
And we have been together for more than 6yrs.
Even if it feels we known each other long...
Can I really say.... good bye?
My pain and anger was shared with you.
You knew my pain.
And I knew yours.

When you cried I cared
will this be the last time we share our thoughts?
Our laughs?
Your heading your way...
And Im heading mine....
Can I say good bye?

One last time....
To have fun.
Hang out.
Chill out.
Make jokes.
Make stupid puns.
Do our normal weird funny stuff.
We are friends.
We are sisters.
We are family.

So many to see.
So many to remember.
So many will leave.
And im...
not wanting to part.

One last time.
to say a hi.
To say I care.
To say Im sorry
To say Im wrong
To say IM at fault.
One last time

To make things right.