February has come and gone. Leaving a breviloquent (that's a $20 word for you.) message in it's wake. Over the past few weeks I've been ponderous in almost all my actions. If you didn't know because you don't follow me elsewhere and know that I'm a (kinda) well known podcaster and started a few websites and made some friends that you probably know as "internet famous". One of these friends was Justin "Jewwario" Carmical, who tragically shot and killed himself at the end of January. It rattled me to my core. I cried for days, questioned myself all of that. Everything has slowed down to a crawl. Over these weeks I learned that short and sweet message. To value life. Other people, my living situation, having no money, loneliness it eats away at you. But, even though I may be down now it doesn't mean things won't get better.
Later this month I should be on my way to Anime Boston. Largest anime convention in the northeast. If you're planning to go I hope you'll say hi if you see me.
I'm still writing. Though in the last month like everything else that slowed to a crawl. I really want to have major chunks of these scripts done before this month. We'll see.
"There are some times in life
Where you fall down-
You feel like you don't have the strength to get back up.
Do you think you have hope?
Because I tell you, i'm down here.
FACE down.
It should be impossible for me to get back up.
But its not.
You see, I will try one hundred times to get up.
And if I fail one hundred times,
If I fail and I give up...
Do you think that I'm ever gonna get up?
Or if I fail, and I try again?
But I just want you to know that it's not the end.
The end is how you are finished.
And you're gonna finish strong."
-Nick Vujicic
The quote shows up around a minute 27 seconds in.
