Am i Dead Human ...?

Everybody's Fool lyrics

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

Song of Amy Lee...

I just want to tell u all guys and wanna ask too ....
I just pick this song for big reason .....

Im areemus ...but im not....im a real person ....not an anime character or final fantasy character....i breath ...in real ...

And this areemus took everything from me now ...my everything.....

U all guys just love areemus's work not her....u ppl just knew ...yes this is aree work ...but behind this aree there's a person who's sumera ...a real person ....

All i realize here ...that no one ever feel others pains until it come over them ...no one...

This areemus give me famousness but she betrayed my life...everything...

pll think im aree ...no im a human ....a human which have alot of troubles in life...the person who give up of everything now....
just read this song's lyrics and u'll find how much i hate areemus....she betrayed me ....everything i had is taken off from me...why ...bcoz i never hurt anyone thats why everyone gonna think im not normal ...im a human ...

I JUST HATE AREEMUS...and everything relates to her.......

its me Sumera not areemus....!-!

i cant explain but .......in this life ppl said it so easily that keep moving...but how ...i need answer how.....I m a loser ...just a loser ...I'll never find any happiness in my life.....

But today i realize that this aree always ake me cry ....who always ruin everything ...ppl think im guru ...or anything ...no im just a human like u guys.....plz dont treat me like hero's .....i wanna live but life dont want to make me live happily........
Even this areemus make my close friends far from me .they think i ve fans and i dont need them .......is this friendship ...if ppl like my work...so wts mine mistake.....

Guys i cant concentrate on anything...i cant make any art...any walle . any card....thats wt im now....dead....inside.......

BUT WHO CARES...no one cares anyone.....

In last sorry for everything but still i think no one ever understands me ...the real me...of wt i want ..of wt i m.....

Just tell me one thing ...must i really leave this site now ...but i tried ...i cant leave this site.....all i ve is this site...where can i share my thoughts my feelings...but when i come to this site it hurts me more...bcoz my friends belong here .....who left me for nothing....

Im not a perfect person ...neither im an angel who cant make faults...
i wanna live but.....i m just fed up of everything now ..........always i ve tears in my eyes....bcoz of wt i did nothing......ppl blames me ......
And life is so hard on me now .........and i give up now .....I GIVE UP....

Why ppl treating me so badly ......plz .................im begging u all plz...forgive me wt i did ........im begging to u all plz....Im gonna die now .......

"Cause I’m broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away"

~Sumera~

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