Its never just a kiss

I didn’t expect
To be thinking of this
I never guessed
I’d ever want this
I’m not even sure
If that’s the truth
I’m not even sure
I really care
Does this feel right?
Does it feel ok?
Ask me tomorrow
When I know whether or not
This was a mistake

I’m not drunk
Or high
Not at all
But it feels somehow
My judgment is compromised
Is it your words
So sweet and sincere
That have put these thoughts
Into my young head
Thoughts I’ve had
But never explored
If I test them
Will I want only more

I don’t know
If I want this or not
Will I be damned
For forbidden love
More likely lust
Even more damning
I don’t know
If I even care
I don’t know
I just don’t know
Sure or not
I’m way to deep
To back out now

End