I decided to just jot down the stuff inside my muddle, random head.
Today was one of my mates birthdays and we had a great time. But then he had to go and ruin things by inviting out this other girl who we (Other friends, the real friends) don't know and don't really like, but we have our reasons. Then after she showed up The Birthday boy just totally blanked the rest of us so we played the sneak-away game. He noticed that we were leaving, a total of 3 times and the third time we pretend to run away, but he didn't even chase us.
But Now I feel really, really, really bad and very selfish and I'm confused too and I don't know what to do!