*this part of the post isn't actually the real post but keep on reading*
I've been busy with school and stuff so yeah, I ain't really posting about anything lately XD
(I was gonna have my dream in another page but there seems to be a glitch so.... here it is! Kinda long XD
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Have you ever experienced when you can't differentiate whether you're dreaming or actually awake? I have.
It was May 30th, a Monday. I went to school for the student council meeting but it was cancelled. So I went home on 9'o clock. no one was home. I was watching TV when I felt that the place was getting hotter and so I turned on the AC. I looked at the clock and it was already 11:15am. The show was Mad labs. while watching, I dozed off in the living room sofa.
I felt that hours have past and thought maybe that it was already evening. I opened my eyes and saw the TV remote on the floor. I kept staring at it. My body couldn't move. I mean, the part from my head down to my knees. But the part below my knees down to my foot could move. So I tried pushing myself from the sofa using my feet so that I would fall on the floor and maybe my body would be able to move again. I was very heavy! But I managed to land on the floor and my body was movable again.
I stood up. I walked towards my room so that I could sleep properly, but something was wrong. I really felt that I was walking but the thing I was seeing? I saw the same seen from when I was staring at the TV remote. it seemed to be like a "screenshot" of the cite. So where ever I go, whatever I do, my eyes were blocked with that "screenshot" of the remote. I was getting worried. I jumped, I slapped myself, I shaked my head but nothing. Then suddenly, I fell down!
I opened my eyes and saw that I was lying back on the sofa. I woke up looking at the TV remote on the floor. my body was normal. I stood up to look at the time and my body really felt heavy. The same feeling when it's a lazy summer day and you slept for 15hours and you just woke up. After I got up, I looked at the time and saw that I only fell asleep for 15minutes. it was still 11:30am of the same day. So meaning, I was only dreaming. It wasn't real.
I also experienced this sometime ago, maybe summer of 2009. Though until now, I'm not sure if it was a dream or not.
We were in Davao. At home, we did some normal stuff like any family would do. A visitor came and decided to sleep there for one night, my room was the one to be used so I'll be sleeping in my bro's room. The room had a double deck and I took the upper deck.
It was about 10pm and I decided to sleep. My brother was still wide awake and surfing the internet (according to my mom, my brother slept already 6am).
I fell asleep and was woken up by a noise in the kitchen. When I opened my eyes, I saw that I was facing the wall. So I didn't see what was happening. I couldn't move at all! My body was just.... immovable. I was already scared because the noise continued and I could see some shadows on the wall. I thought that someone or some thing was there! I was shaking out of fear. In my mind, I thought that I'd die that night so I decided to just close my eyes. I just couldn't move.
Then I woke up and it was morning! During breakfast, I shared to everyone what I experienced that night and that I was shaking and couldn't move. No one believed me (maybe because it never really did happen). told them I woke up that night facing the wall. Then my mom reminded me saying that, my beside my brother's bed is a window not a wall. I was stoned. my brother then said "Maybe you were dreaming and didn't realize that it was only a dream". I was like, wth happened.
And now, I'm afraid to sleep when I'm alone. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu- ._.
I wonder though, why is it hard for me to differentiate A dream from reality :| it was just.... so true.
