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Name: Sarah Patricia
Username: SarahPatricia
Birth date: 10 August 1997 [15 right now]
Short description: I'm from the Philippines. And I'm a quarter Chinese. I have got black hair, black eyes, and I can type fast I forgot my height and weight :P

I like the color Red and Blue. The food that I like most is Chocolate! lols. I also like Mango Shrimp Salad. Yum.

I'm not normally lazy but I think I transformed somehow. xDDD Well, in my posts, you might be able to know me a little more

Other worlds:
Musika | Studio D'Art | World of WIPs

Creations:
Fan arts | Wallpapers | Comics | eCards

You can find me where?
AMF|AnimeRender|Minitokyo|OB|Brusheezy|PlanetRenders|DeviantART

My Pick

Daddy... it hurts...

T_T

My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.

When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar

I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.

I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.

He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
Oh please God,
have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.

And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'

If you do not send this to everyone you know
Then you obviously don't care about child abuse

[Poem] Dovy of all things

A Poem dedicated to DOVY!

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Dovy Rama,
a name given to him by his mom.
Although it's simple,
but it gives off a dimple.

Through time he grew,
And by the wind that blew.
All those nights he enjoyed,
and all those things he toyed.

He is so true
but sometimes, he becomes blue.
Even though at times he stumbles,
He'll try his best to never crumble.

Through his journey, he'll find new friends;
And through it all, he'll learn new trends.

Dovy Rama.
Remember that name.
Because you might not know it, he'll get fame.
But if he makes mistakes, he's never the one to blame
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Click and write. All on the spot :D

I'm...... European?!

  • Both of your parents are from Asia
    [ ] You use the term “Azn”
    [ ] You think DDR is fun

  • You’ve watched lots of anime
  • You like Korean dramas
  • You have stuff hanging on your phone
    [ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race

  • You drink lemon tea
    So Far: 5

  • You style your hair , NOT with gel
  • You have a meebo / myspace / friendster / face book (I have all xD)
  • You speak languages other than English
  • Your parents are strict
  • Your parents have high expectations of you
  • You always get A’s/B’s on your report
  • You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
  • You know your multiplication table
  • You play badminton or table tennis
  • You’ve seen the Asian version The Ring and/or The Grudge
    So Far: 15

  • You own an Asian car
  • You’re not the only child
  • You’ve gotten little red envelopes around February (All the time)
    [ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do.
    [ ] ( girl ) You prefer white guys over asian guys( guy ) You prefer asian girls (No no no no.)
    [ ] Your mother/father tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
    [ ] You can do the rubiks cube (I can do only one color, lols.)

  • You play video games
    So Far: 19

  • Every time you’re going out, your parents ask you where you’re going and what time you’ll be home
    [ ] You have karaoke at home

  • You know BoA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt
    [ ] You’ve been to a LAN more than 3 times
    [ ] You have incense sticks in your house
    [ ] You own a gaming console (NDS)
    [ ] You play a musical instrument (Piano, clarinet, recorder)

  • You get nothing if you do well in school
    So Far: 22
    [ ] Your parents won’t let you go out if you have school the next day

  • You have Asian Songs on your computer or iPod
  • You don’t like football
  • You have a curfew
    [ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
    [ ] You know what purikura is
    [ ] You like bubble tea
    [ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can “grow into it” and wear it for years to come

  • You’ve played final fantasy
    [ ] You believe in fortune cookies
    So Far: 25

  • You get mostly “No“‘s when you ask your parents for permission for something
    [ ] You’ve heard the song “Got rice?”
    [ ] You have a tutor
    [ ] You’ve had pockys or yan yan before

  • When you seek for your mother’s permission she replies “Ask your dad”
    MY RESULT: 27
    ( 1-10= Southerner)
    (11-20= American)
    (20-30= European)
    (31-40= Azn Boy or Girl)
    (41-50= Super Azn Boy or Girl)

    Wow. So i'm European, ne. Unexpected.....

  • [Poem] Stupid Cupid

    So here's just a little something that I thought of before going to bed :3
    Have fun reading!

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    why does the word cupid rhyme with the word stupid?
    Is it just me or have you gone crazy?
    Can you wait? Go and take the bait.
    You're being stupid.
    Just like the cupid.

    You'll just end up crying
    Because you were trying.
    Pursuing something,
    out of nothing.

    Just stop and save yourself,
    Or maybe go look for help.
    It's never easy.
    Now stop asking me.

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    teehee, now time for bed!

    awful

    I got this from Trish.

    Month one

    Mommy
    I am only 8 inches long
    but I have all my organs.
    I love the sound of your voice.
    Every time I hear it
    I wave my arms and legs.
    The sound of your heart beat
    is my favorite lullaby.

    Month Two

    Mommy
    today I learned how to suck my thumb.
    If you could see me
    you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
    I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
    It is so nice and warm in here.

    Month Three

    You know what Mommy
    I'm a boy!!
    I hope that makes you happy.
    I always want you to be happy.
    I don't like it when you cry.
    You sound so sad.
    It makes me sad too
    and I cry with you even though
    you can't hear me.

    Month Four

    Mommy
    my hair is starting to grow.
    It is very short and fine
    but I will have a lot of it.
    I spend a lot of my time exercising.
    I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
    and stretch my arms and legs.
    I am becoming quite good at it too.

    Month Five

    You went to the doctor today.
    Mommy, he lied to you.
    He said that I'm not a baby.
    I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
    I think and feel.
    Mommy, what's abortion?

    Month Six

    I can hear that doctor again.
    I don't like him.
    He seems cold and heartless.
    Something is intruding my home.
    The doctor called it a needle.
    Mommy what is it? It burns!
    Please make him stop!
    I can't get away from it!
    Mommy! HELP me!

    Month Seven

    Mommy
    I am okay.
    I am in an angel's arms.
    She is holding me.
    She told me about abortion.
    Why didn't you want me Mommy?

    Every Abortion Is Just . . .

    One more heart that was stopped.
    Two more eyes that will never see.
    Two more hands that will never touch.
    Two more legs that will never run.
    One more mouth that will never speak.

    If you're against abortion, re-post this