Back in a rest home

Greetings, fellow Otakuites. I've been back for a while now, mostly working on a piece of fan fiction that I more or less took over from Darkarax a few years ago. But I figured the cold hard truth is y'all probably aren't going to read that lengthy and perpetually incomplete idea from a fandom that is often considered a dying breed,crossed with an outdated horror genre that probably also died with the box office failure of the Independance Day sequel. But hey, budding romance and censored violence perfect for a teen audience that doesn't know this place exists.

Anyway, enough about my doomed writing project, and more about my doomed... Me. Looks like I abandoned my pitiful hopes once again, and retreated to the comfort and carefree lifestyle of resthome living, where I will be spending the majority of my ample freetime hiding in the basement, writing music in the attic ,or, my personal favourite, eating food in the dining room. With as much as I love eating, it's a miracle that I'm as small as I am.

And so, I shall let my dark mind meander aimlessly through sweet dreams of the sacred realm of nothingness realized by the great Darkness of season 4 of GX, and mentioned throughout Blue Dragon and similar animés. But I shall succeed where they have gone astray. Yes, I shall selfishly enter this painless nothingness alone. I shall never share its secrets to those who intend to inflict pain on me. I shall put neither sacrifice nor effort into 'saving' this world, as full as it is with hope. For those who believe will turn on me, and I won't obtain the great peace I truly long for.

It's mine. ALL MINE!

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