[h a n a w a]
is almost a semi-mathematical formula
which comprises of details like
+ [Angsty]
/ [Notty]
x [Anime-freak]
- [Wannabe aka WTF?!]
= [All of the above].

Recently (self-) crowned as the most complicated formula of the century.


Heya all!

I've decided to revisit this site after quite some time mainly because...

Well, let's just say that stuffs have been getting quite well in one way or another despite the depression leap I took in the beginning. Embarking to the working realm with uneasy feelings deep in my stomach, not doing what I was supposed to do, feeling horrible to the core.

But I met wonderful people. So wonderful that they brighten up my day each day. Even wonderful that they made me see how wonderful the people I already have in my life are

So yeah, keep on kicking asses, you. And forget me not, for I never once did forget the awesomeness that are my TheO family members. Till next time again.

Lots of love and hugs and kisses,

Mail Meh!

Heya folks! *waves*

I'm giving away my primary e-mail address not because I'm weird okay? LOLOL

[email protected]

Write to me should you need to talk or something because in case you've missed it LOL, I rarely visit this wonderful site as of late. And believe me, I really REALLY miss each and every one of you lots but it's kinda hard, you know, to reply to all the PMs and comments. Not to mention that TheO takes a very long time to load and yeah, most of the time the comment pop-up doesn't want to come out. Haish.

So yeah, just so you know I check my email quite often so I'll be more likely to reply in a timely manner. Owh and please state who you are in the mail yah? Otherwise I might think you are a stalker. Or some creepy old geezer XD LOL.

See yah there!



Mein Gott... it's been too long. Faaaaaaaar too long! ( ◕∀◕; ) You know, I am currently temperamental enough to snap at basically everything 'cause my head is in a rather jumbled mess and all that jazz. So yeah, I hope you don't mind point forms, as aloof as they may seem, 'cause so far it's the only easy way for me to state my mind clearly. And it helps me to organize my thoughts, somehow. Anyways!

Thankies soooo much dearies, and by 'dearies' I mean all those awesome mates out there (you might be reading this) who took some time out of their life to actually dedicate me masterpieces, send me PMs, comments, tag me and people who even try to approach and speak to me. I can never thank you enough, you're all too awesome for me to handle!(っ*≧▽≦)つ *awesome beary hugs* I would really REALLY love to reply to ALL but alas, I'm not in the right mental state to do so, nor I have the time. I like to view stuffs when I'm all refreshed and not rushed, otherwise you'll be getting awkward responses and the likes... >__>;

In relation to the previous point, I can't express how sorry I am for being an ass, or a failure, or both, at one point or another. Failed relationships, failed commitments, failed here and there aren't rarities anymore in my life, but I don't intend to continue that appalling cycle... now why do I sound so dejected and angsty? *confuses* On a slightly lighter note, forgive me, my dear friends, for not properly being one. I owe each of you a slap on the face, but I'm only brave enough to say that because I know we can never meet up, so yeah... SLAP MEH! *braces self*

In regards to my arts, of which I like to call 'junks' nowadays, I haven't been drawing or doodling for months. Or years. I've lost all sense of time. By the time I get home from work I usually have no energy left to even think about drawing. Or animes... Games. TheO. And all those fun stuffs I used to like to associate myself with during my youth. I did occasionally draw, but does amoeba count? *laughs.*

Weird... I thought I have so much to tell but now I practically run out of things to say. Regardless, perhaps to answer some of the questions that I assume you would want to ask *shot*, I have been physically fine (I've gained some weight too, but not too much I guess), mentally dead beat but still functional somehow, spiritually much better than before (albeit still not THAT religious), and my friend, if you ever wonder whether or not I still remember you, I do. Well, if you didn't too frequently jump from one username to another that is XD.

OWH! In other news, my cat gave birth to three healthy kittens a week ago! o(≧▽≦)o I named them Spain, Prussia and France --- the Bad Touch Trio from Hetalia LOL. I wonder when will this obsession last XP.

... Wow I wrote a thesis! And you know I'm being incoherent when I stopped starting my points with a kitty emoticon. So yeah, I better shut up before I bore all of you senseless XD. Until next time and stay awesome, dearies!


This is AWESOME! 8D

You know, Hanawa is some(anime-obsessed)one who just happened to stumble (she's THAT clumsy) across this site back in 2005 to loot visually-appealing wallies. People never heard of her ever since the incident. (Un)Fortunately she was back for more riots a few years later to spam otakus' backroom with her sorry excuse for fan-arts and wallies, only to M.I.A. again for only-God-knows-how-long (she's THAT forgetful). Much to many people's dismay, she was sighted again assaulting and attacking otakus' art production, guestbook, inbox, yada-yada, before disappearing just like *snaps fingers* THAT. And the cycle goes on and on and on till the end of time... or not. Apparently she sneaked back into the site on July 2011 to... cheh like she'll tell you *tongue/out* and...

I have no idea why I wrote that autobiographical-like stuffs LOL so yeah, let's speak normally shall we? XD

You know, I haven't the slightest idea that there's ANOTHER level after Otaku Legend. I have no idea what I've done to deserve such a recognition (pfft, belt up, it's only a virtual TITLE!). I know I'm a lousy member and blah blah blah but still, this is truly an honour to me. And I'm ETERNAL-ly grateful to receive the promotion. TheO, YOU ROCK! 8D. For those who've moved up the Otaku ladder as well, omedeto gozaimasu mates! *throws confetti*. And those who have yet to be promoted, please don't sulk, you may still be on the same stage, but you'll never be off the stage! (Ugh, not sure if that'll help, but... whatever).

Geee, this is AWESOME! 8D


Quiz Time

Tagged by Carbon Frost Ace~ XP


A little quiz!

You have to answer each question truthfully.
Here we go!

What's your name?
= Hanawa (duh~)

= N/A 8D

Favorite colour(s)?
= Black, black, black, blood red, emerald green

Favorite band(s)/singer(s)?
= Three Days Grace, UVERworld, Home Made Kazoku, Noriaki Sugiyama, Yuuya Matsushita, Abingdon Boys School, T.M. Revolution, SID, L'Arc en Ciel, On Off, Tommy Heavenly6, Yui, ROOKiEZ is PUNK'D, Lady Gaga, Kalafina, Pink etc.

Favorite anime?
= At the moment? Durarara and Hetalia Axis Powers FTW~!

Favorite T.V show (not anime)?
= CSI series, Hawaii Five-O, Leverage, Charmed (earlier ones), The Amazing Race, So You Think You Can Dance, etc.

Favorite manga?
= I. Don't. Read. Much. Mangas. *cries* So nope, no favourite.

Favorite Book/series?
= Darren Shan sagas, Sidney Sheldon's series, Jean Webster's Daddy Long Legs, R.L. Stine's vampire ones, etc. I love reading! <3

Favorite Videogames?
= Fire Emblem, Final Fantasy (especially VII and Crisis Core), Tales series, Disgaea, Harvest Moon, Ace Attorney saga, Hitman II: Silent Assassin.

Do you have a pet? What is it? What is it's name? Nickname? Breed?
= Do you really REALLY wanna know? I have a lot, mind yah! So here goes:

1. Neko/Cats (Mixed breeds) - LOADS of them. Cerberus, Italy, Massa, Russia, Poland, Lithuania, Shadow, Garfield, Clover, Sam, Alex, Akari, Akira... okay I've lost count! @.@;

2. Ox Beetles (Strategus aloeus) - Heracles, Kiku, Sadiq (based off of Hetalia's Greece, Japan, Turkey's human names XP)

3. Tortoise (IDK her breed!) - I just called her Tortoise XP.

Who do you live with?
= Parents, siblings, pets. Who else?

Got any brothers? Sisters?
= A few of both XP.

Where do you live?
= South East Asia, Malaysia "Truly Asia" (my ass) LOL.

Do you go to school?
= Now? Nope, that's history. No more school for me.

Where do you go to school?
= My family moved quite a whole lot so I went to different schools almost every two years. They're somewhere in Malaysia? XDD

Are you in a relationship?
= Not anymore, used to though.

Do you wish you were?
= No thankies, family & work first. Relationship entails responsibilities, and I've had enough of that for the time being.

What's your favorite food?
= Tom Yam (Thai dish), spicy ones, omelet, sweet thingies, sushi.

What's your favorite animal(s)?
= Unicorn *chuckles*. Or mebbe stallion.

Do you have more than one account on the otaku?
= Nope. I can barely maintain THIS one hell of an account, so there you go! XP

Did you ever have a account but erased it before this one?
= *points to my previous answer*

What was your username?
= *sighs*

Do you have a lot of friends on theO?
= If they consider me as friends as well, so yeah, I do. Mebbe... XDD

Do you like how your life is going?
= Not really, 'cause I'm just ungrateful like that XP

If you could go back in time would you?
= Yes yes, how I wish I could. I led a stupidly stupid life before... I wonder what will happen if I were to take a different path? Isn't that intriguing? *wishful thinking*

Do you do something that you and/or others wish you didn't do?
= Of course I did. I hate to say this, but I'm human after all. Aren't we all?

Do you usually talk to others when your upset?
= Define "others". If you mean humans, rarely. I usually turn to my pets when I'm down. I pity them for most of my outbursts! XDD

Are you kind?
= *laughs* Am I?

Are you funny?
= Not at all. There's this one pole up my ass that refrains me from being one.

Forgot to ask this before! When is your Birthday?
= XDD it's December 17th.

Wish someone should just go away?
= What for? I prefer him/her to exist. Life is a whole lot less mundane with him/her around 8D.

Do you like to draw?
= I don't like drawing. I LOVE IT, HECK YEAH~!

What's your hobbies?
= Reading novels, head-banging (I mean, listening to music), anime-watching, drawing/skecthing/doodling, gaming, etc.

What colour is you hair?
= Ebony black, and am proud of it! *shot* XD

Eye colour?
= Hazel/brown/whatever. You know, typical Asian eyes's.

Got any piercing?
= I'm terrified of needles and sharp objects, so nope, NEVER! DX

Do you have ratios? Stuff like that?
= *dumbfounded* What are you talking about? @.@;

Do you wear fake eyelashes?
= *laughs* I would I do that? XDD

Fake nails?
= *points to my previous answer*

Do you have long nails?
= Sometimes, when I'm too absent-minded to notice that they've reached villain-like claws! DX

What hollowed costumes have you worn?
= Never in my entire life 'cause I don't celebrate it.

Did you enjoy the quiz?
= Yeaps, not bad!

Would you want a part 2nd the quiz?
= If you're lucky that I'm in the mood, sure! XP



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Blue Latte

Oh, and the quiz says keep the original title ^^