I breathed heavily and sat with my arms on my knees. I had.....just made a pact agaist my will...I sighed putting my head on my knees. I was tired again, but I knew I would have to rise soon and start taking over. I had been acting foolishly lately. Everything from leaving the castle to getting captured was foolish. Why was I acting so rashly? I couldn't understand my own actions.....
My scars ached from the Leader's anger, and I was still exstremely tired. Just then I realized how long I had gone without eating. It seemed like forever.....
Suddenly a knock came hard on my door.
"GO AWAY" I yelled quickly.
A portal opened anyways and Kyxsha walked in. I moved onto my knees to try and stand but it wasn't working to well.
"I told you to GO AWAY." I growled.
Kyxsha just bent down and stuck a fruit like thing in my face.
"Eat this, it'll help," Kyxsha answered.
I didn't move.
"You know I don't care what you plan to say to me to get me outta your room, but trust me it's NOT going to work. Just eat this up, then you'll heal. After that you can yell at me with wild abandon..." Kyxsha said sharply.
Suddenly she moved the fruit away and started pealing it and then shoved it back at me.
"I don't care if it's rude just eat and talk at the same time." Kyxsha said.
Dang she was freakishly intent on me eathing the thing. I smirked. Maybe it's lined with truth scyrum or something....
I took the fruit and moved it around in my hand betting on the odds.
"Just trust her dam it," a voice said irritatedly in my head.
I tried not to react, but the voice was so familiar and annoying I had a bit of trouble. It was Kristain's....he was close...or maybe it was just a ranom snap link where our minds just happened to collide. I din't know which.....
I sighed and took a small bite. The taste was fanominal......I wanted to shove the entire thing in my mouth at once, but warry of Kyxsha's eye, I continued to take calm bites.
"Never barge in here without my permission." I said sharply. I had to take order back, and this was a start.
"Understood." Kyxsha said moving to my door. "You might not belive it but i know what it's like. To be that someone, that EVERYONE looks up to. But some words of wisdom that always seemed to stay in my head... Better to be mericeful and well liked, then merciless and hated."
With that she left. I nearly laughed to myself. Maybe Kyxsha....maybe.....
I stood up with a strange explosion of energy. It was as if I had taken another five day nap......I decided to change clothes and went and got another cloak. Well if I'm going to change I guess I could take a shower too.... I thought to myself. I walked to the bathroom and took a shower. The water was at the point of becoming steam, but it felt good. When I got out and sstarted to to dress again I noticed something. One of the large scars that had started from my shoulder down to my ribs had become lighter and smaller. As I looked at all my scars, I found that they were all experiencing the same thing....they were shrinking.....and I couldn't explain why.....
What was this?
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When your friends leave
And you're all alone
All you have
Is yourself......
