Explaining a Bit....

“Just like you did, he can make a blue healing fire. It is pretty powerful.” Nyx said over her shoulder towards Healx.

“Tris!” Lexain said. He sounded rushed.

“I think that you should still rest Triskix. Your body maybe healed but your mind needs rest. You may not like it, but we are going to take you to your room you need rest.” Nyx said and then turned to Healx.

“Thank you Healx, you didn’t have to but it is most appreciated. It was really cool how you did that. I’ll be back in a moment.”

They put me in bed, and already I felt like I was going to fall back asleep. I was surprised to begin with that I had awakened during the Leader's fight at all. I was....so tired.....Nyx started pulling up my sleeve, and I protested mostly because it was uncomfortable.

“Triskix… what…. What was wrong with you back there? Please, You need to let me know so I can help next time something like that happens. And your arm, is that… is it something to do with ‘him,’… leader?” Nyx asked rather sharply. “If it is his doing… I… I will not let this continue Tris! He is going to kill you. What if… if he had another power to feed off of, maybe he wouldn’t take so much out of you!”

"No," I said harshly. Nyx's comment had brought a wave of strange hystaria through me. "I won't have it!" I tried sitting up but my muscles were tight making it hard to move

"Triskix wha-" Nyx said. I didn't think she was expecting this much out of me but I continued blind to anything she was trying to say.

"I chose this! It's my burden! I don't want to hear it! It's not feeding at all. It's just a stress. And I don't want you or Lexian or RaXi or anyone to have to deal with it. It's my job as second in command," I continued.

"Triskix what is that on your arm?" Nyx asked.

"It's just scaring. I can't fix it. But they don't hurt. I'm fine. I can bare it......" I said quickly. "I can handle this. I can deal with it. I will deal with it for the sake of the old Organization. I.....will.......do anything to achieve that goal so things can go back to normal....as if Sora never came. It will be great. "

Strangely I felt something wet running down the side of my face....Was.....was I crying? My hand moved up to the side of my face somewhat stiffly, and I brushed away a tear...... I was crying.....why....why was I crying? I shouldn't be crying. It's wrong for the second of an organization to cry....and yet....I was crying....

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Soji: awwwwwwwww *shot by Tiskix* X.x

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