I sat after watching Kyxsha, leave yet again from my protection. She needed someone to watch over her and protect her. I cdon't know why but everytime i see her i feel a need to ensure that she is never hurt. I closed my eyes and tried to remember the battle that Kyxsha and I had fought but my mind was clouded, fogged beyond sight.
SHE came agian, the lady with the sweet smelling perfume, it engulfed my being. I could no longer see, yet i continued to have sight. My mind was not my own, it was merly an extension of hers.......
'you are mine. i control you.' her voice flows throught the fog.
'Sister, can i not control him?' Another voice, similar to Le Suxube's yet more childish
'no, only the one that has sprayed him with this serume can control him.'
'Will he not reject it like last time'
'no he'd have to be a god to reject it, but even then he would still by true to the BASICS of the command... i god would do what you asked but he would be able to wait... do it at a later time or talk back. BUT then again...'
'what?'
"He could reject but he would have to love... but he's a nobody without a heart. You can not love without a heart.'
PAIN, Pain, in my arms, i could feel the blood trickle down my arms. Then that voice in my head. 'DESTROY HER' it kept repeating and repeating. The spears in my arms seemed to burn and then they where gone. What had happened.... Had I ripped them out of my own arms?
My arms around Kyxsha, she was struggling, yet i could not realease my arms. She yelled, she was in pain i could feel it. THAT LADY WAS HURTING HER, i MUST destroy Le Suxube 'DO AS I SAY, HOLD KYXSHA SO I CAN DESTROY HER'
the voice.... it queitens.... it is a whisper in my ears.... yet it scream at my concious... it still controls me. 'kill her...kill her'
My weapon appears in my hand, it is aimed at Kyxsha, she is my target... NO i cannot harm her!...... yes you can DESTROY her..... NO, i must protect her.... maqke her fade away.... NO i will not
An enemy appears, XIMH. I threaten him, i might hurt Kyxsha but i shall still thrive to protect her. 'no, if you fight him you will die, KILL KYXSHA' Better to die protecting her then to live and have killed her.
"I think it only right that you know the name of the one who bested you .Ximh...previously Magni-Son of Thunder God Thor"
YES he would kill me for sure, and after he shall protect Kyxsha fully like i have failed so many times before. I saw yellow come into my red hair, but why did it change? The red in my hair was my concentrated hatered for QUEEN KEESHA, my murderer. Yet why was my hatred for her weakening, but now wasn't the time to focus on my hatred for KEESHA but now was the time to fight XIMH.
I remeber i fight, clashing of metal.... sand turned to Glass.....him stopping. If i could defeat him he did not deserve the right to Kyxsha.
"What's this? Are you withdrawing already?! I thought you would 'best me'!" he mumbled somthing then as i tried again an attack he yelled.
"Time to end this"
He grabbed me by the throat, the blood trickled down my arms, the air being taken away from me...My weapons dropped. but then
"XIMH! Please! Don't kill him!!!" her heavenly voice, came out from the darkness i was heading into. i came back, the darkness faded and i saw light again.
Ximh left rudely, he left Kyxsha on her own, injured. With a monster like me who intended to kill her, every time i saw her. As my life's blood left me, so did the poison that seemed to cloud my mind. i could think again, my mind was gradually becoming my own.
"Please if you come any closer i might hurt you. I am still under that foul ladies curse." i begged but she continue closer.
"yamil." her voice saying my name, seemed to make me attack. I grabbed her arms 'kill her, do it now, she is unarmed and weak, KILL HER.'
But i could not. i felt another erge inside my, in the place where my heart used to be... it was a sence of familiarity, like i had known her when i was whole, when i had my heart. An unknown force prevoked me and i kissed her.
Even though she shoved me away i still grinned as that image ran through my head, She had helped me heal, and i helped her heal. Hopefully Kyxsha would return the same rudeness toXimh, and then come back to me... One day, i just knew it.
Agraba was in her bones and it always drew her back, back to me.
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YAMIL!!!!
