Well, that's over.

I didn't get an interview for JET.

I don't know why, and they're not going to answer me even if I ask - they made that part quite clear. All I know is that there's a list, and I'm not on it.

I don't know if my friends who applied got interviews, but I'm not sure I'm up to asking, either. Obsessing over what they have that I don't isn't really my idea of a good time.

Ugh. I just... I don't even know. I'm feeling a little better than I was before, but it stings that after all my experience up to this point, after the months of work I put into the application, and after all that time I spent waiting to hear from them, they didn't even give me a chance.

You'd think I'd get used to changing my plans because of someone's arbitrary rejection! I've been doing enough of that lately, after all.

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