A little more...Personal

I'm so bored...Even to type this...I'm also tired from going to gym... >.<
Why am I even typing this...?

It's cause I can't take my mind off him...

I know I shouldn't think about him. I tell that myself everytime I do, but everytime the sentence is over it comes back to me. "What if?" The question that I want to become reality. Still stupid V you shouldn't think about him it's not right to put your happiness over someone else's. I mean if in order to be happy I need to make someone else sad then it's not worth it. I know I couldn't live with myself...But still...he's always on my mind.

For the people who still can't tell what the problem is: The guy I like is..kind of...sorta...already taken!

Ok, I know you'll say "He has a girlfriend", "I should stay away from him", "Keep my hands off" etc. And I would agree with you. I mean I'm fighting with myself everytime I think about him and that's like every minute of the day!

GAWD!!! I'm so F-ed. And the funny part is: I'm not really sure if he even likes me... Ok, he talks to me, even when I don't see him he touches me and starts a conversation...and some of my friends said that he might like me...but nothing;s for sure...so why do I bother...

That's all!!! I just had to keep my mind busy, cause I was about to send him a message on FB about a univercity thing...but now I won't!

~V

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