So i went to the vet today and i found out my dog (puppy) has cancer and 2-7 months to live. I know cancer in humans is bad and you hear about how they talk about skin cancer and crap on tv but i never thought MY dog would have cancer. When they told me i felt like i wanted to puke. She's part of my family, hell, i look at her as my sister. I'm going to loose her, im going to have to sit here and watch her suffer and die and its killing me. I'd rather be dead than feel what im feeling now. I cant even look at puppy. She sits there and looks at me with those big brown eyes and wags her tail and she has no clue she's going to die soon. There's treatment but we're to poor to afford it and there's only a 40% chance of it working and she'd only live 25 months max. Dad wants to pay for it but he's about as broke as we are. we've had puppy a year in august, the first time i saw her i knew she was MINE short stubby leg, loud mouth like me, curious, excited, full of energy, all of it. I can't imagine living without my girl. I feel like im on the outside looking in. I cant wrap my head around puppy, death, and cancer all in the same sentence. I dont know how to deal with this. I dont know how to help. If i could sell everything i own to help her i would, if i could switch places with her i would, if i knew me dieing would save her i'd do it in a heart beat, I just dont know what to do. She's not in pain but i just...i just dont know...

If you believe animals have a soul please pray for her, if you dont then dont bother.