I always get these killer headaches when I get stressed out. Well, if you read my last post...the whole air force thing didn't go over very well with my boyfriend at first. I had to do a lot of coaxing and scare tactics (which I DIDN'T want to resort to) to finally get him to see that it's not that bad. How do I get him to see that I can do this? It's not that bad, really...I mean, what's so bad about having everything given to you in return for a few years of service, whch I've been planning since I was 5 anyway???? nyaa...he makes me want to sleep...for a very VERY long time. I'm 18...I can make my own decisions and live my own life...and I'm offering to help him. How much easier can I make life for him? I'm practically handing him food on a silver platter and saying, "All you have to do is eat." But he doesn't like that food. He's picky. I love him but...he has to grow up and learn that I'm the only one helping hm right now and he needs to suck it up.
Anyway, now that I'm done ranting, my headache's almost gone. I'm just really tired now. Grrr...I feel like kicking something...man, I'm angry now. i actually took the time to think about something!!! Well, that's what I get for thinking.