come and make yourself at home and listen, if you care.

Do they really care?

I am so mad.
Yesterday when i went to my room
I screamed i should just kill my self
They came to my room
but they only said stop slaming your door.
I don't think they care.

sick

I have lost 10 pounds in 3 days.
I have dizzy spells.
ALOT of headachs.
My stomach avery day.

.

Who would care if i died?

All I want for Chistmas...

Santa; What do you want for Chistmas?
Me: A heart.
Santa: Why?
Me: Because someone stole and broke mine and all I want for christmas is to be able to love again.

My friend wrote this. Not me.

sadness

What is wrong with me?
Why do i hide my sadness?
Always faking a laugh or smile?
Pretending that everything is ok when it's not?
I don't want to be here...or anywhere...i want to vanish...forever.