eh.....I'm tired now. I don't wanna sleep though. A case of insomnia? Maybe...dunno. Hm...after I do my entries for mewmewlover55's contest and healer94's contest as well, I don't think that I'll ever wanna enter another contest again. EVER. I'll still do requests, banners, art trades, etc. but I'm not much of one for deadlines. Deadlines are killer...I'm getting depressed now. My social life is slowly diminishing to a fraction or decimal of what it used to be. Bitchy girls are all over my school now. My friends that are girls are all moving to some other school. That or they just backstabbed me.
Some of em called me on the phone yesterday. I didn't pick up cause I didn't wanna talk. Turns out that they forgot to hang-up so they chattered away about how much they hated me. Stuff like,"I hate it how she always makes honor roll," "She thinks she's so smart cause she moved from japan," "She's a whore or something since she's always hanging out with the boys." etc. Well, when there comes that time when my class takes a 3 day trip to Washington D.C., I'm not going. Pokemon games are the only thing that's been helping to cheer me up lately and the few comments that you guys are kind enough to leave behind for me. I used to have an otaku friend. But they deleted their account. Whenever I was sad, they'd usually just send me a pm and our conversations through pms would always start out as them asking, doshda no? then I'd reply, betsuni. I don't feel like talking to my guy friends about my problems though. I don't wanna have to make em worry about me and ruin their summer. I took some quiz to see how socialable I was. It told me: 100% ANTI-SOCIAL. ....-_-; Didn't really think I was that un-socialable. Oh yeah. I gots me honor roll award too. One of the girls tripped me purposely though so I fell when I went up to get it. I felt miserable. The boys were so considerate enough that they made sure that the bitch's last day was a miserable one.
I got a teddy bear from a certain someone at school on the last day too. Random but yeah. I wanted a FROGGY THOUGH! ;_________;
Oh well. *goes into closet and cries*
leave a request message or art trade or banner request in the comment box if you want one even though I still have a bunch of em to work on.

I started another fan manga again! My gosh, I already have votes and favorites on it too! ^_^; Happy about that but still depressed that people hate me even more than they already do. *crawls back inside of closet and cries even more* I took a nap a little while ago and when I awoke there were dried up streams of tears on my face. My eyes are all swollen red. *sobs* Jaa ne friends! If only I actually met you gys in real life.