i realize that i kinda have changed alot..not matured but jus personality problems...im not the caring,saving,soft,and happy girl i was...i guess thats what highschool n moving to much does to ppl...i guess things arent always lykk u wush they were...im so sorry to all the ppl i hurt and will hurt, i just wish i new how to make better choices and find alternate ways to get rid of pain... im so sorry...but i cant take any of it back..now im no longer dtermined, upbeat and differently weird..im lykk every depression case there is..so sorry...